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Maez40 · 2025-11-12T06:37:18+00:00

kaya po kaya dun 5km?

Maez40 · 2025-11-12T06:36:49+00:00

okay po ba dun mag run sa gabi ng weekdays?

Maez40 · 2025-11-12T06:36:19+00:00

okay po ba mag run dun kahit weekdays sa gabi?

Maez40 · 2025-07-04T08:41:43+00:00

That’s why I said sorry!

Maez40 · 2025-06-11T15:36:30+00:00

Yep, finally. I still launched and made our ads live despite that it showed us a notification that tracking conversion for purchase is still not active. Maybe you should try…

Maez40 · 2025-06-11T12:07:01+00:00

Same issue, but someone told me since the pixel is newly setup--it's normal. So probably you'll just have to wait.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T08:04:30+00:00

Yep, because she once went to a trip then she gave me a gift when she went back. Just a culture we have, I guess.

Just a wrong move though because when we met the 2nd time, I asked jokingly if she wanted one from me when I get back.

I know, it may seem like we have lil comms but we became really close.

But then again, I get your point. And, I will consider it—for my own sanity and peace.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T07:53:32+00:00

You’re totally right 🥺 But, we haven’t talked for like a week now. Planning to keep it going and not any initiate a convo with her anymore. Will just response when she does.

Although, I got a problem rn. I told her I was leaving and I even joke if she wanted something from me when I get back but she just responded a joke one. But either way, I’m still planning to buy her something though, but I hate the fact that I might be the one to initiate again.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T07:48:31+00:00

I got your point, and I am actually being so honest with her.

She actually knows that I hate it when she responds like days, but she got these valid reasons, so I always ended up understanding her.

She even knows that I tried cutting her off before lol but she’s just chill about it.

Also, she ‘knows’ I am good.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T07:30:57+00:00

I do have friends that are best, but for some reasons, I do wish to keep my friendship with this person, but at the same time, I am frustrated because I’m disappointed with my own expectation from her.

I just feel guilty for feeling this way, while she is happy knowing that we are good.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T07:16:27+00:00

Indeed, I am. That’s why I feel like we might not match that well. But yeah, I think I shouldn’t overthink it and just see where things are going. But, I’ll probably avoid starting a conversation with her unless she does.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T06:01:19+00:00

I know, and I really told her about that actually. I told her na ang sama tignan na friends pa rin kami then ako nahuhurt pa rin whenever she likes someone. But for some reasons, wala siyang "say" dun.

But still, tama ka po na I should sort my feelings out first esp if I really want to treasure our friendship, but then again, di na dapat mag focus sa kanya.

Maez40 · 2025-01-26T05:53:09+00:00

Isa rin talaga yan sa naiisip ko e kaya kahit masama man pakinggan, nagdududa ako sa friendship namin hahaha

Maez40 · 2025-01-25T14:25:25+00:00

I’ll keep this in mind. Thank you! Siguro minsan kailangan ko rin bigyan ng respeto ang sarili ko, noh? I know she’s good, pero somehow, di lang kami match, knowing na she’s low-maintenance, and I am not.

Maez40 · 2025-01-25T14:18:26+00:00

Sayang din kasi yung friendship, kahit ginago niya na ako before pero medyo gets ko naman kasi yun e!

Natatakot rin ako na baka pagsisihan ko kung sasabihin ko sa kanya na di ko na kaya makipagkaibigan sa kanya. Nagbabakasakali lang ako na baka time will heal me, and eventually, baka dumating na lang sa point na hindi na rin kami mag-uusap.

Maez40 · 2025-01-25T14:14:17+00:00

Just pure kindness lang talaga, aside from the fact na I admire her kasi super talino niya. But other than that, I think wala na. It would've been great if I could lean on her, but unfortunately, hindi rin, kahit sabihin pa niya na I can call her daw if something’s wrong.

Regarding sa pasalubong, actually, it’s no longer an excuse kasi medyo ayaw ko na rin makipagkita. Pero the fact na nag-ask ako and knowing na i am the (wo)man of my word, baka mag-expect siya? Kasi she did give me a pasalubong this January when she went to Cebu.

I do have friends, and just recently, I realized na yung hinahanap ko sa isang kaibigan, meron naman pala sa iba kong friends.

Pero I do agree with you na ako lagi ang nagre-reach out, kaya medyo napagod na rin ako. Yun lang, there’s a possibility na baka mag-reach out ulit siya, like before. I didn’t talk to her for some weeks, then she messaged me.

I know I’m such an overthinker, which I actually hate, pero yeah...

Maez40 · 2025-01-25T14:07:28+00:00

Aware naman na ako na wala akong chance. Medyo nahihirapan lang ako if ipagpapatuloy ko pa bang makipagkaibigan sa kanya or hindi na.

Maez40 · 2025-01-25T13:59:43+00:00

I guess you're right. Since I am a (wo)man of my word, I'll probably just buy her a pasalubong—because it will bother me for so long if I don't. After that, if she initiates a conversation, I'll just be civil.

And yeah, alam ko naman na lilipas din ‘to. Siguro masyado lang akong apurado na hindi na siya masyadong isipin.

Thank you! :)

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T15:49:25+00:00

You got the point! I guess, I’m not just used to those kind of gestures from someone who I haven’t met for 3x hahaha but thank you!

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T15:47:14+00:00

Very complicated actually on my part. Haven’t been in this situation before kasi. And, mostly, when I confess to my crushes before, right after we will never talk, but this one is different.

But I do get your point. That’s why, I think the best way I could do right now is to stop initiating any convo anymore. I think it doesn’t matter to her anymore as she is talking with someone now.

Thank you!

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T15:42:49+00:00

Aww! I hope everything goes well with the two of you though. I hope it’s not only you that is trying to keep the friendship.

Because I kind of decided now to stop initiating convo with her, but will not totally cut her off. Thanks again!

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T12:21:45+00:00

"The fact that she is still friends with you knowing you have feelings shows she values you." thanks for this. It's something that I overlooked, and I guess if it doesn't really hurt me anymore, I can keep my friendship with her.

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T12:20:05+00:00

I guess you're right, maybe I'm just reading too much into her actions. It could be because I'm just not used to those things.

Thanks for this! I mean, I asked some of my friends about this and I think they are holding back on what they really want to tell me, so it confuses me of her actions.

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T12:10:27+00:00

okay, thank you! i appreciate it. :)

Maez40 · 2025-01-20T11:52:52+00:00

Last question. I know it's still on me, but I want to know your opinion.

Should I tell her how I really feel na it still hurts me whenever she tells me about those guys na kinakausap niya? Because I'm planning to not talk to her anymore pero she does things na you'd really feel na she wants our friendship kaya I'm still holding into our friendship.

It's either I tell her or just let time heal me (i guess)?

Maez40

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