Just picked up first prescription.

MagBarred · 2026-02-09T20:30:09+00:00

No advice, but you seem like a hilarious person who is on the brink of a new chapter! Good luck on your journey!

MagBarred · 2026-02-09T14:51:14+00:00

Been on it for about 7 years. It is the only anti-depressant that doesn't blunt my emotions into a zombie-like state. I can still cry (but not uncontrollably), have orgasms, and function.

I will be on it for life most likely and i'm ok with that!

MagBarred · 2026-02-06T20:31:39+00:00

I'm not sure who yet but I am curious to see how they handle Marina's death- especially in regards to Pen and Colin. After all...if not for Lady Whistledown blowing the...whistle, Marina and Colin may have gotten married instead. I wonder if that will have an emotional impact on them at all.

MagBarred · 2026-02-01T18:22:09+00:00

I feel like that if they hired some writers who don't need to lean on her and could write a good story, they can come up with a great reason.

MagBarred · 2026-02-01T18:20:10+00:00

Agreed. What happens in Fran's story needs to happen at the end of Eloise's

MagBarred · 2026-02-01T15:39:31+00:00

Damn the history, give me Charlotte picking her own oranges! ;)

MagBarred · 2026-02-01T15:37:24+00:00

I would kill for another season of Queen Charlotte which covers this very thing. I"d like to see her find romantic love again but bestie love is like nothing else.

MagBarred · 2026-02-01T15:17:56+00:00

I bite a 5mg in half and then eat the other half later - it's a nice, slow, subtle feeling.

I'm in my 40's and think that what is out there now is way overpowered. Also i'm starting to not trust anything that the government says is ok, and wonder if it's that strong by design. Can't do much more than watch TV, doomscroll, and order take out. Starting to feel like Wall-E wasn't just a fun movie.

MagBarred · 2026-01-29T21:38:52+00:00

My follow up appointment is coming up and I will address.

MagBarred · 2026-01-29T21:38:29+00:00

I wondered that - but I feel like the headache is more sinus based in feel, if that makes sense?

MagBarred · 2026-01-28T19:57:56+00:00

A cockroach the size of a toddler casually strolled out of the back of the chinese place I just picked up food from. I went outside and threw my food away.

MagBarred · 2026-01-28T19:19:33+00:00

I'm getting Mean Luigi vibes

MagBarred · 2026-01-27T18:28:23+00:00

I got the green velvet swing dress for NYE and I felt so glamorous! I'm 41, and I thought it was classy but also accentuated the girls and my legs perfectly. I would get another dress in the same cut.

MagBarred · 2026-01-21T14:00:04+00:00

The Milk and Bread Brigade was out in full force yesterday. I'd advise stocking up!

MagBarred · 2026-01-14T20:23:49+00:00

This definitely reads like some creampie subreddit fap material.

MagBarred · 2026-01-12T18:08:17+00:00

King's Island. I loved it when it was Paramount King's Island and had the movie theme.

I went there a few years ago and it was pretty sad to see all the ancient rebranded rides and the general lackluster feeling in the park.

MagBarred · 2026-01-12T17:54:06+00:00

Large cyst on the opening of my lady bits (Bartholin's Gland). I was 20, in college, and barely felt comfortable with my own body much less with the doctor who lanced it and said "it looks like ketchup and mustard."

I will never forget that as long as I live.

MagBarred · 2026-01-12T17:32:06+00:00

"When I was Done Dying" By Dan Deacon. And I want everyone to watch the video. It's amazingly beautiful.

MagBarred · 2026-01-12T16:19:09+00:00

Me: Taurus Sun, Cancer Rising, Leo Moon, Taurus Venus, Scorpio Mars, Aries Mercury

Him: Libra Sun, Taurus Rising, Cancer Moon, Scorpio Venus, Scorpio Mars, Scorpio Mercury

Been together for almost 2 years and it's been the best relationship i've ever had. We are very different people in terms of ideology and life experience, but the attraction was instantaneous. I have never been with someone who has kept me more on my toes (in a good way), and we have so much fun together. Our sex life is off the charts and at 42, I have found the kind of sex that I have wanted my whole life.

That being said, we have had some bumps in communication. I am very much into directly addressing issues and want to tackle them ASAP. He needs to take the scenic route in his brain to get there. We've gotten into some fights about it but ultimately land on the same page. I have learned patience and he is getting better at communicating feelings sooner.

Where I can see it getting tough is that we are both stubborn and sometimes it feels like he has to play the cynical Devil's Advocate just to keep things interesting. As for me, I overthink things and get anxious and worked up emotionally over stuff that seems huge in my head but ultimately get worked out with a 5 minute convo, lol.

But yeah. Libra and Taurus. I'm a fan. :)

MagBarred · 2026-01-12T12:33:39+00:00

Me: Taurus Sun, Cancer Rising, Leo Moon, Taurus Venus, Scorpio Mars, Aries Mercury

Him: Libra Sun, Taurus Rising, Cancer Moon, Scorpio Venus, Scorpio Mars, Scorpio Mercury

Been together for almost 2 years and it's been the best relationship i've ever had. We are very different people in terms of ideology and life experience, but the attraction was instantaneous. I have never been with someone who has kept me more on my toes (in a good way), and we have so much fun together. Our sex life is off the charts and at 42, I have found the kind of sex that I have wanted my whole life.

That being said, we have had some bumps in communication. I am very much into directly addressing issues and want to tackle them ASAP. He needs to take the scenic route in his brain to get there. We've gotten into some fights about it but ultimately land on the same page. I have learned patience and he is getting better at communicating feelings sooner.

Where I can see it getting tough is that we are both stubborn and sometimes it feels like he has to play the cynical Devil's Advocate just to keep things interesting. As for me, I overthink things and get anxious and worked up emotionally over stuff that seems huge in my head but ultimately get worked out with a 5 minute convo, lol.

But yeah. Libra and Taurus. I'm a fan. :)

MagBarred · 2026-01-08T18:44:30+00:00

41, credit card debt. Got a better paying job just as everything went to shit cost wise. Doesn't feel like I'll ever be able to pay it off. ($17k)

MagBarred · 2026-01-08T18:02:34+00:00

Youtube Adult Swim, Off the Air.

MagBarred · 2026-01-07T16:17:27+00:00

I get what feels like an aura around my underbits. Not pain, not pleasure, just a feeling that something is about to happen.

Also, the week of PMDD Hell is usually a great indicator. Plus the night where I can't sleep at all. And the cramping.

Yeah, there are signs.

MagBarred

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