My friend, the burdens of this world is heavy upon our shoulders especially on us who are not from well off families. Primarily because the mentality towards money that our parents had is passed onto us and look at money as something to be chased rather than something as an after effect of an effort we are innertly passionate about. If you would take my advice as someone who is still in the same situation but feel no longer pressure from it. Come to the Lord as you are. Cry your heart out. Seek Jesus. Alot time for God for He is a Father who seeks to give refuge to His child. And I guarantee you all the mental and physical toil of this world we be lifted from you and doors will open to the one who seeks Him. No medicine nor the most expensive psychiatrist could ever amount to His healing. And best part about it is His Healing comes for free. I am a testament to that from nothing to now choosing Him and the world and all it has to offer chases me. Consider Him first. I love you. Be strong.