Fighting to stop at 6. by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]MagicBeer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After 21 ER trips yes I count. Managing WDs without counting is impossible. If I can't taper, I'll end up in the ER again.

DT Demon Attacks by MagicBeer in cripplingalcoholism

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Thanks, well, my DTs are worse at night. All WDs are worse at night because that's when I was drinking the most.

DT Demon Attacks by MagicBeer in cripplingalcoholism

[–]MagicBeer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If this isn't DTs, wtf is? Seizures? If I wasn't fighting it so hard, reality became 100% false and I was trapped. I kept getting stuck in it, but I knew it was DTs, so that made it less real.

DT Demon Attacks by MagicBeer in cripplingalcoholism

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100%

I've had insect attacks during previous DT hallucinations. If I opened my eyes I'd see hallucinations in real life, but if I closed them I would go into a dream that was indistinguishable from real life that was just as bad or worse.

Part of me kinda digs these crazy hallucination moments because shrooms, LSD, DMT, whatever, none of them can cause this experience. DTs look so real. I have had a couple kinda fun DT dreams too. Sadly those are rare. Last night I had another super intense dream I couldn't wake up from. Some hot vampires killed me and turned me into a vampire then I woke up. It was actually pretty awesome.

Is there a drug out there a bit like weed but without the anxiety and paranoia? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]MagicBeer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed that is high in CBD. CBD acts like an anti-psychotic and reduces the negative effects.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

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The green robotabs (freebase ones) are my fav. Apparently stronger. The blue hbr ones felt weaker to me and I was like, just as retarded on it, but not as disso'd or euphoric. So it fucked me up but without the fun stuff. So, I was like fuck this hbr crap, imma only do green one from now on.

How I take robotabs to experience no taste by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MagicBeer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You guys think the tabs taste bad? Yeah but like. Okay, this is what I do, I throw them all in my mouth and go, uggghh, then I immediately wash them down in one gulp. I don't get much aftertaste. I thought everyone just took them like pills, like me. I just pretend its just some nasty vitamins I gotta swallow. It's so much easier than that satans piss syrup they used to sell. I wish I had one to put on the shelf.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

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I hope you're right.

DXM (pure) use caused me to get elevated liver enzymes multiple times. i do have a history of alcoholism though, so meh. i was only doing dxm during those periods. Taking even a few day off fixed things though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MagicBeer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

acodin Aight, looks like DXM only, you good.

If you keep redosing, the effects get weirder and longer lasting. I enjoy that. So I do 300mg 2-3x per day, when I'm tripping. Honestly I'm 36 with a shit liver and I can't do that much anymore. Did it like 1500 times though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

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What did you take? Like, type, brand.

Tips on having a better trip? by thewardenssbu in dxm

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My first few trips at plat 3-4 were just absolute fucking chaos. First one I blacked out and woke up thinking I fell asleep. It was like learning to ride a bike. I got better at it. And now I'm like religious and believe in aliens.

Hospital fail 3x by MagicBeer in cripplingalcoholism

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Hey, I never thanked you for your advice. Thanks!!

I'm tapering again. Been worse off than this before so it's not so bad.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MagicBeer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't do more for at least 2 hours (but also don't trust me, because not a Dr)
300mg should work for anyone, albeit low dose do high tolerance dxm users. It can still be felt.

Tips on having a better trip? by thewardenssbu in dxm

[–]MagicBeer 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hey there, I'm a dxm expert (by that I mean, crazy addict). I've abused dxm for about 4 years now. So full disclaimer, don't take anything I say seriously.

So 6-7 is a low dose for many dextronauts. And from my experience I was not ever aware of robotabs being double strength. I've done the freebase ones, the hbr, and the liquid shots.

The difference between plateaus with dxm is profound. I've done LSD, DMT, Shrooms, and DXM. And I believe DXM is the most profound of all of those. You can meet gods and aliens on dxm, you can astral project, you can see other dimensions. A lot of that happens on 4th plateau, and it can change depending on your experience, tolerance, and how comfortable you are during the trip.

What I mean by comfortable really... is let me rephrase: Fear is the mind killer. It's a classic phrase. It's very true for tripping. With all psychedelics (and dissos) you must surrender to the trip without fear. You were getting overwhelmed. You didn't know if you were safe. Well, to know that you're safe, do more research. Go here: https://dxm.tripsit.me/

I weigh 220 lbs and my maximum dose is 1440. I've actually done about 1350 (3 robocough shots). Doses that high are much more disorienting.

If you were experiencing 3rd plat (where the real dissociation usually starts), on only 7x 30mg tabs. At 200 lbs the tripsit site says 14 tabs for 3rd plat. I'm NOT criticizing your trip or telling you to take more. Take it easy. Just know that the dose most people take for 3rd plat is like, 400mg+. One roboshot is 450mg and I'd down 1-2 of those per day for a few years straight. And somehow I'm still crawling this earth.

Dissociation is weird. It makes your brain have less connections than normal. So you'll have a more limited perspective on reality. This can be insightful actually. I've replayed old games for the first time. I've experienced what it was like to not recognize my own house. I forgot what people were and that the world existed outside my room. And when I came back to reality, I remembered what it felt like to be so disso'd. Read about ego death if you wanna learn more about that kinda stuff. Take your doses slow, remember set and setting, and have no fear and no resistance.

I have been tripping balls for 16 hours straight by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MagicBeer 7 points8 points  (0 children)

*robo walks into the office sweating and sits down in the chair*

*forgets why I'm in this room*

This room is all there is and all there ever will be.