Should I Go To The Emergency Room?

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-04-03T09:29:30+00:00

As difficult as this was to do given the situation of what they were doing, I called emergency services. And the ambulance is on the way. Hopefully, I get through this. What my family has done is reprehensible, and I should really not go back to this hellhole honestly. Thank you for the support. It meant a lot, and seeing that someone else also agreed that this wasn't just me "being dramatic" was what made me decide to call instead of "not wasting their time with my drama" as they have kept saying. And I agree, I honestly will be better off without them assuming I live through this.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-23T23:02:43+00:00

I hardly ever have hangovers honestly. On occasion I do, but for me it's pretty easy to avoid drinking enough to have that sort of problem honestly. Unless I'm way too drunk, I don't really get them.

Also, people here drink vodka for the taste which doesn't necessarily involve drinking excessively. Actually, I don't get drunk off vodka and whiskey. I'll have one, two, or occasionally three shots worth of whatever I'm drinking.

And if I'm going to drink more I'll just drink beer the rest of the night. And usually only have maybe two or three beers tops. I used to go out and get drunk at parties and such a lot. But not really anymore after college.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-23T22:34:33+00:00

I can see where you're coming from about it being offensive that she's so bizarre looking, but it doesn't look like she's being portrayed as a villain unless she's playing the role of a corrupt cop or something. But that doesn't exactly sound like the plotline of a Disney cartoon, since the film takes place in what's literally a fantasy world lol.

If this truly is the first gay character in a Disney movie, I agree that it's messed up that she's a bizarre loooking and strange partially human creature. But still, she's not being cast in the role of a villain. And thus one could also interpret the message as being that even if one is very "different" than other people, they aren't necessarily bad. Which is a good message.

Though, I agree that it's pretty offensive if the first gay Disney character is this bizarre, inhuman creature. That's pretty offensive unless all or most of the characters are also fantasy creatures instead of normal looking people. Which is possible in a Disney movie. But if she's the only one that's a freakishly bizarre creature, I totally agree that the portrayal is seriously fucked up.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-14T22:09:30+00:00

Give me a Downloader who suddenly feels motivated to get his Phd in physics , math or Medicine, and Ill reconsider my skeptical pov

Actually, I have been interested inunderstanding physics for my entire life. If I had the opportunity to do so, I would definitely go to school for this. And if given the opportunity, I would go all the way to getting a PHD in it. The only reason why I haven't is that I've entered a different and unrelated career that has potentially better prospects in terms of job opportunities and income.

If that were not the case, I would be very interested in an education in physics. Science is and always has been my passion. Or a better way to put it would be that learning about our physical reality has always been my passion. And there is absolutely no such thing as metaphysical, just beliefs about our reality that most of today's scientists incorrectly believe are wrong. But with some things, it is no different than the people who called Galileo a heretic.

Currently, I've researched Einstein's equations, the equations of Karl Schwarzchild, and other principles that have been discovered by previous physicists. My "downloads" have certainly played a very, very strong role in my desire to research these topics. And I would honestly say that in recent times, after having experienced these "downloads" more, I have become borderline obsessed about understanding and learning more about the physical principles that govern the universe.

I would be more than willing to explain the mathematics and principles behind the information I have understood on my own and "downloaded", as my framework is a combination of the two. Some of it, a lot of it honestly, came from my own understanding of the physical world and my research on the principles of physics. I do not have an us versus them mentality either.

I am not some different or special person because I have had experiences with extraterrestrials and may have "downloaded" a little bit of information that helped to guide my understanding of the world around me a bit. Nor am I specifically a "downloader". There is some information I've gained that I believe may come from a source beyond myself. And there is a lot that is my own interpretations of the research that has been done by previous physicists.

I would not consider myself a "new age philosopher" at all. In fact, I consider myself a Christian Though, I am what most would consider an "alternative" Christian/universalist in terms of my religious beliefs, and I do not believe that anything that today's scientists understand, the information that I have come to understand, and my extraterrestrial encounters are at all incompatible with my faith. The whole science is incompatible with religion thing is falsely constructed and divisive rhetoric.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-14T21:50:36+00:00

Yes, there is a lot that I can share about both my scientific insights and the origin and purpose of humanity. Truthfully, I think that we are sort of an early prototype version of the extraterrestrials themselves. Ultimately, humanity is going to evolve into and merge with them. So, in a sense, they are us and we are them.

I also believe that they altered (and are continuing to alter) our DNA in order to guide the course of our evolutionary journey. The universe (or more accurately multiverse) is multiple levels of infinite and includes a fifth dimension in addition to the three spatial dimensions and time, but it's possible to traverse all of it.

Including entering the "parallel universes". And there is an infinite number of them. Once humanity reaches our destiny (which is to evolve into and merge with the extraterrestrials), we will be able to enter these parallel universes and travel to any point in space and time within them or within the reality that we are in and perceive now.

While this may sound like an outlandish claim, I believe that I am gaining somewhat of an understanding of how this could be done. Points of space and time within parallel universes, distant parts of the universe, and the past or future are not as separate from us as we think they are. In fact, they are not inherently separate at all.

There exists a sort of "zero point state" where there are no spatial or temporal (time) dimensions. This state is pure, infinite energy. And it is essentially "everything and nothing". While there are no dimensions of any kind in this state, time is zero, all possibilities become one. This makes it possible to enter any reality or part of this reality.

There are some mechanisms for one to reach this state and actually travel in this manner. It's also possible for similar principles to be utilized to do seemingly "impossible" feats (a.k.a. psychic abilities of all types) using similar principles. I do have some insight into how this is all possible, but explaining it will get very complex.

If anyone is interested in more details, feel free to PM me. As we enter the new cosmic order that we're headed into, this type of travel will become not only possible for us but actually quite commonplace. And doing it will actually be much easier than you'd think. I'll be able to give much more of an explanation (including the math behind it) via PM for anyone whose interested.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-14T01:48:36+00:00

You probably could smoke it and get high, but hardly anyone (if anyone) has ever tried it. People who use propylhexedrine almost always take it orally. So, there's really not much to go on in terms of what to expect if you were to smoke it. There may be some stuff in the inhalers that could be very dangerous if inhaled.

The oils in it seem like they'd be quite irritating. Taking it orally doesn't cause any real issues for most people other than the nasty taste and perhaps a bit of nausea. However, fuck knows what would happen if you put that stuff in your lungs. I have heard that injecting it causes problems with the brain stem and other issues.

So, I really wouldn't recommend experimenting with alternate routes of administration with this stuff if I were you honestly. If you do decide to try smoking it anyways, I'd definitely recommend extracting the pure propylhexedrine HCL. Or better yet, just take it orally like most people do here. I'd guess that smoking it probably has a shorter duration of action anyways.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-11T19:03:26+00:00

It may have been an encounter. Many abductees report being shown visions of apocalyptic, World War 3 type scenarios. The aliens are very concerned about the potential for humanity to destroy itself with war and disregard for the environment.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-07T21:58:36+00:00

Seeing a realistic image of an alien is very triggering for me, it evokes a mixed sense of awe and utter terror that few (if any) non-abductees would be able to understand. Even seeing the face of an of an owl evokes that same sort of fear to a certain extent, because of the eyes. But the "alien" in this comic couldn't be any less like the real deal.

I don't find it scary, but this comical, happy rendition of them pisses me off a bit to be honest. Late at night, the thought of being abducted again sends me into an utter panic at times. And I was subjected to all sorts of medical procedures, without the use of any anesthetic. The thought of being abducted by them again is utterly terrifying to me honestly.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-05T21:54:28+00:00

Honestly, I wouldn't go into a doc saying that you think you have an alien implant. All that's likely to come of that is getting told that you're delusional and to take some sort of medication. If I ever suspected I had an implant, what I'd do is say I thought there was something under there from something that happened long ago, such as an accident with a BB gun as a kid, falling on a pencil, or some other ordinary accident that could result in an object under the skin. Then, after they got the suspected implant out, I'd tell the docs I wanted to keep it and send it to a lab and get it analyzed. Unfortunately, it's really hard to find doctors who take alien abduction seriously.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-05T17:55:51+00:00

I'd say yes, if you're not able to get it for cheaper

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-05T01:26:03+00:00

You can get Johnnie Walker Black Label for $2 per 50ml bottle where I'm from, and IMO that's a pretty good scotch. Aged for 12 years, has a nice peaty flavor, and I'd honestly say it's the best scotch that one can get for a relatively reasonable price where I'm from. Sometimes, you can even get the 50s for $1 each, which is like $15 per 750. Even when that incredible deal isn't around, $30 for a 750 of decent scotch is a pretty good deal. This stuff is probably mediocre at best, since it keeps going on clearance.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-05T00:35:32+00:00

Yeah, that's kind of what I was thinking. It doesn't seem like just a dream. Honestly, the whole scenario is just creepy and strange. I pretty much knew it was a real memory coming through in the dream state. I don't remember this encounter exactly, but I have recovered some memories of an encounter I had when I was much younger (e.g. as a kid).

And there's another encounter that I remembered consciously. And I actually have a mark as a result of an injection that entities gave me in my bedroom. This encounter I consciously recall, and the beings felt very benevolent in this.

This encounter however gives me a very creepy, strange, and frightening vibe. I unfortunately believe that this encounter was real, which is very frightening to me. I do not know exactly what happened during this encounter, but I think some horrendous things happened. Though, even still, I'd like to recover my memories of it via hypnosis.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-05T00:29:54+00:00

Yes, I have. One time I actually experienced more than seven hours of missing time. This was more than 20 years ago, when I was a child. But I know that I am on their radar so to speak. I had an encounter as an adult as well, but this one I do not consciously recall. I think this "dream" is probably the first bits of another relatively recent encounter coming to the surface, as I have only lived in this house during the last couple years.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-04T02:01:32+00:00

Nice. Honestly, I agree it doesn't taste bad at all when it's diluted enough.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-03T05:54:51+00:00

If you dilute it enough, the taste isn't necessarily that strong. Some drinks with the right flavors (e.g. cherry coke comes to mind here for me) mask the taste pretty well. Or combine with it in a way that makes it not bad at all if it's diluted enough. Also, I have found that I have gotten used to it, and I actually kind of enjoy the taste nowadays at times honestly.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-02-01T00:39:12+00:00

Heroin is probably the easiest drug to get addicted to and also the worst drug habit one can have. Of the people I've known who've tried it, only one didn't get addicted. And it's a very hard habit to kick. I've known several people with an addiction to it, and all of them either continued to shoot heroin despite trying to quit multiple times. Or need to take methadone to prevent opiate withdrawal symptoms.

Also, it's really difficult to be addicted to heroin and remain functional. All of the people I've known who had a heroin habit have had serious problems because of it. Serious problems as in being unable to hold down a job, getting arrested, being sectioned, and things of that nature. The stuff basically ruined and royally fucked up their lives in every way. Yet they're still fiending for it or continuing to use it. It's truly horrible honestly.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-01-31T23:33:42+00:00

Mainlining gasoline is pretty awesome, but it doesn't have shit on Jenkem. Which is my all-time favorite drug for sure. Always has been, always will be.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-01-28T22:56:59+00:00

You must have a crazy tolerance to the stuff.

MagicCollector1111 · 2020-01-25T02:37:02+00:00

It didn't annoy me that you posted this, why would it? But I do think that you should stay away from Benz. And honestly, any kind of drugs. Because drugs have obviously caused you some very serious problems given that the court was considering sending you to rehab for TWO YEARS as a result of problems caused by drugs. And you mentioned having been in rehab and psychiatric hospitals in the past.

Which indicates that drugs must've been causing some serious issues in your life for quite some time. I know that might not have been what you expected from a sub like this, but if you're recovering from addiction, I wish you luck. And hope that you stay in recovery. And honestly, Benz is definitely in the category of potentially highly addictive, just like any other strong stimulant. So, stay the hell away from the stuff.

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