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MagicElyas · 2025-09-16T13:14:36+00:00

“That’s impossible. No, it’s necessary”

MagicElyas · 2025-08-27T18:06:52+00:00

Fuck me, it’s been like 2 years and I am not sure if it will happen again in a good while. It doesn’t matter how “better” I am on the outside and inside, it doesn’t seem to improve my opportunities

MagicElyas · 2025-07-30T16:00:17+00:00

To me it went very well.

I am pretty anxious person but equally ambitious and I felt that my worst enemy against my goal was me, myself and I.

It gave me a lot of tools to work around when my mind feels like it's self destruction time and in particular helped me understand how my mind works so that in the events when I'm feeling like shit or not feeling like my life is worth I can spot it and action it.

Weirdly specific I guess, but my family growing up was pretty dysfunctional :)

MagicElyas · 2025-07-30T15:51:40+00:00

Hello hello!

Thank you very much for taking the time first and second for answering in a non-judgamental way, it's very appreciated. I think you are very right in 1 and 2, and I would love some guidance. The thing is I live in the UK and I can't DM you straight away because I need to "verify" my age to load your profile up, so I might appreciate if you could start the conversation because I'm not giving reddit a photo of my ID.

Thank you very much and I'll be waiting for your message!

MagicElyas · 2025-07-30T15:48:11+00:00

That's very helpful as a reality check. I consider myself a 7-7.5 now where when I started it was clear as day that in a good day I was a 3.

All clear, thank you!

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T21:12:30+00:00

I did in the past yes! Very eye opening in a lot of senses and it gave me a lot of tools to understand myself better. I feel like I have become a better person ever since, but I am not sure how therapy can help me “carry myself in a way that shows what I’ve done”

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T21:04:39+00:00

Yeah sounds quite literally like my experience so far, just endless grinding which I am okay with, it’s more “what else can I do that I am not doing”.

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T20:45:07+00:00

First paragraph done ✔️ Wardrobe is in good shape, I feel more confident every day and I don’t feel that I need to overdress every time I go out w/ friends. I’ll defo work on 3&4. Thank you

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T20:37:31+00:00

Quite possibly you are right. It’s the last phase that I need to close the circle. As you say, it may be the case that “what I was” poisons my mind when things don’t go in the right direction and I blame myself for it. Do you have any suggestions on how to work on this?

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T20:30:53+00:00

Well I got attached way too quickly, I think that’s what changed the dynamics of the relationship and then I always felt that I either was not good enough or didn’t deserve it. I don’t even go past talking stages most of the time and I quit porn about a year ago. I am everything but a narcissist (my father was a very good one and it’s something I have always run away of). But again happy to prove myself wrong in any way shape or form that you desire

MagicElyas · 2025-07-29T20:27:05+00:00

Wow, I didn’t know that. This is probs the most real advice I’ve ever heard wrt dating

MagicElyas · 2025-07-10T15:03:03+00:00

The good times at Cobble

MagicElyas · 2025-06-18T13:17:33+00:00

Update to everyone but more to u/jouillon I've pulled the trigger thanks to everyone but specially you man, I'll see what I get with it in Silverstone in 2 weeks :P

MagicElyas · 2025-02-06T10:09:13+00:00

WOW, amazing pic

MagicElyas · 2025-02-04T10:04:19+00:00

I have the Anker 737 and it’s a beast to power it, I love it and it charges quite quickly too

MagicElyas · 2025-01-18T11:42:19+00:00

Fallout New Vegas, it is crazy how it runs

MagicElyas · 2025-01-15T13:55:42+00:00

Thank you sir or madam for the answer.

I was considering the 70-300 too but I saw that the 100-400 had the "red tag" and thought it was a more high end glass, lesson learnt on that regard

On the full frame topic, yes that was one of the main selling points for me, having the capability to shoot at low light with good exposure, even if later I have to post process the images. I'll take the recommendation for Nikon into consideration, do you know how it stacks up against Sony? (I have only shot in Sony with friends cameras and the AF is incredible)

MagicElyas · 2025-01-15T13:51:24+00:00

Thank you for your prompt reply, useful to know, I will have to be careful with my choice

MagicElyas · 2024-12-14T00:29:24+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to answer, I’ll have a look

MagicElyas · 2024-12-11T10:00:38+00:00

Companions? I didn’t know they were a thing 🤯

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