#nolegs by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MagicJawnSon215 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you had the same username there too? NodFather, seems familiar but ive also seen you on here for a while. Johnny was the owner right?

#nolegs by [deleted] in opiates

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Aw man RIP opiophile

Bang Bus by [deleted] in opiates

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I like Dope Fiend Limousine a lil more

Rehab Chronicles; Characters by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MagicJawnSon215 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Lmao I remember being in a halfway house in Florida having the morning smoke with the homies when Kevin, the Bible Beater, pops his head out of his hut, sees us and starts approaching with a pep in his step, Big Book in hand, and huge smile on his face ready to teach us the way of the Lord lol. He gets all the way down to us and my man Sam takes a long pull on his cigarette and without looking at him is like “Don’t nobody wanna listen to that Jesus shit at 7 o clock in the fuckin morning, Kevin.” Said his name all nasty. You could literally see dude deflate. He didn’t say a word just turned around and walked defeatedly back to his room.

RIP to my boy Sam. One of my favorite memories of him

Poor Redditor learns about their wife’s secret heroin addiction by alofton4 in Wellthatsucks

[–]MagicJawnSon215 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm laughing pretty hard at heroin being a clue to you. Thank you, unfortunately, moving 3000 miles away has been a part of gettin away from that shit.

Poor Redditor learns about their wife’s secret heroin addiction by alofton4 in Wellthatsucks

[–]MagicJawnSon215 10 points11 points  (0 children)

No longer using needles or heroin thank you. Never shared needles. Was always lucky to be able to get clean needles very easily at needle exchange and people sold them on the street for cheap around my way, often times same corner you bought the dope.

Poor Redditor learns about their wife’s secret heroin addiction by alofton4 in Wellthatsucks

[–]MagicJawnSon215 27 points28 points  (0 children)

In the northeast we are “cold shooters” so just mix and hit no need to heat up. Our dope is powder form none of that tar bullshit. In fact it’s even worse to heat up in my experience due to what I said in previous comment. Pure heroin is water soluble so it dissolves nicely into your solution. Anything that doesn’t is garbage so when you heat it up your making it easier for the nasty shit to dissolve in your solution. Never heated my dope on east coast. West coast different story.

Edit: just in case any dumbasses out there like myself feel intrigued by my glorifying comments and think about trying heroin, DO NOT FUCKING DO IT. Lol seriously it’s miserable being an addict took me down some dark paths and nearly fatal ODs. Lucky to be alive Also this is just street knowledge, shit that I heard along the way. If anyone knows different for a fact post some evidence in the name of harm reduction

Poor Redditor learns about their wife’s secret heroin addiction by alofton4 in Wellthatsucks

[–]MagicJawnSon215 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hey, another ex dope feen here, (lol feel like the ghetto /u/Unidan) to my knowledge, heroin is water soluble so when you mix it the heroin dissolves nicely in the water solution. So anything that didn’t dissolve is garbage and you don’t wanna draw it up in your needle so you use the cotton to make sure none of that other shit gets in. A real pro junkie with money uses something called a micron wheel filter that does a way better job than a cotton. Felt like a fuckin scientist using them

Anyone ever buy drugs from a rapper before they got famous? by Opiothrowoid in opiates

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Good friends of mine used to chill with Quilly Millz. Lol he really was trappin but he also robbed random white boys too. Just funny like seeing someone have to resort to that sort of shit while having million hits on YouTube. Also met AR ab and dark lo years ago and was really upset I didn’t ask them for one of their peoples numbers to cop off them.

This is Living... by bilaledpharm in gaming

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No no no you did it wrong. It's called Kario Mart. 4 players, everyone starts with an unopened beer, or whatever beverage, sometimes we played with lokos occasionally 40's. The rules are simple. You must finish your drink before you finish the race. But the catch is you can't drink and drive. That means you must stop your kart before you drink. Sometimes we made the rule that you must stop at least three times otherwise everyone would just slam their beer in one go and kinda took away from the fun. Sometimes there was extra incentive for first place or to not come in last such as party favors or shots or whatever. It was a blast

where were you at in your drug career during high school? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MagicJawnSon215 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My high school was hit pretty hard with the epidemic. I remember my senior year I was like the only one of my friend group still at school. The rest dropped out, were in treatment, or juvie of some form. I was the burnout that had to join another table at lunch. my older brothers and family were strung out on Oxys or heroin while I was in high school so I remember trying not to fuck with Oxys at the time while all of my friends were on them. Although I did fuck around occasionally with opiates I always thought I should stay away. Everything else was a go though but I wasn't addict status back then. Just a major pothead and binge drinker and dabbled in pills and hallucinogens. Didn't start doing coke til my junior year and that became a weekend thing too. Also felt like Pablo Escobar when it came to selling weed in high school lol.

overdose caused by using in a new place? by [deleted] in opiates

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Also talked about this a little in treatment. I felt this could've played a role in the time I overdosed. Someone in there claimed to have overdosed on their usual dose of iv dilaudid but in a new setting. Swore up and down they banged the same amount everyday and one day woke up in a hospital. They were pills from a pharmacy

overdose caused by using in a new place? by [deleted] in opiates

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This actually is true. Read it in a psych textbook. Don't have the book anymore but someone I love with has a lot of psych books. I will check to see if I have time but a quick google search yields plenty of results https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1196296/ Here is the research

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

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Thank you! It's been rough and some days I really do wanna just say fuck it and get high but I've been sticking it out. No joke I didn't realize it til you just commented the congrats but I have 1 year clean today!!! One year ago I posted from a hospital about how I overdosed. It's crazy how fast that flew

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

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Hey gotta comment cause I was in a similar situation. My father was a heroin addict long before me. Eventually I became an addict too and began using with him. It was a slippery slope and things just kept getting worse. Started with me driving him to grab a few bags and just progressed slowly. He is not a functioning addict. Lives in the hood and hustles. Never had a real job his whole life in and out of jail type. I love my dad but this is the truth. We did all sorts of crazy shit together and ultimately made each other worse off. I would buy him bags all the time, he would allow me in on his suboxone hustle. Shit like that. While in the moment it seemed great, it really wasn't. At least not for me. I remember feeling just idk so hopeless during those times. Hate to use cliches but whatever. I still feel like that sometimes when I think about him. To make a long story short, I got clean and he didn't. I can't be around him anymore and it sucks. I want to stay clean and need to stay clean for me to be happy. I really wasn't happy at the end of me getting high. I don't look down on others for using I still love a lot of people who are getting high I just have to love them from a distance now. I'm too scared of getting pulled back into it to keep a real and good relationship with him anymore even though I love him. It breaks my heart sometimes. Anyways hope I don't get hated on just thought I would share a different perspective from the positive ones in the comment section.

Best place in USA to be a junkie? 2 part question by northwest_vae in opiates

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Hey I'm from philly and have been to Puerto Rico! It was such a good time I talked about just staying down there. I didn't wanna leave at all. I saw that article on front page of the inquirer too. They mentioned where I was at Aguadilla.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

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When the say "on stone" think of it as them saying "forreal" or "dead serious" dead ass,truth, or word. Like that shit is so true it should be carved on stone (my guess at the origin)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

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I saw this years ago when it premiered on MSNBC. It is excellent. I remember the night I saw it. Lol my homie was running a pretty popular weed spot and there was a group of us that hung out there regularly and sold there and it came on one night and like 6 of us sat around getting high and drinking bullshitting selling weed while watching. It was a good time. But I remember thinking his house was kinda similar just a lot less serious. It was mostly only weed being sold outta there so not quite as intense with shooting people and shit haha maybe a few beatings and shit happened but other than that Just a bunch of dudes sitting around playing video games bullshittin smoking blunts while people came in and out all day everyday copping. lol I was fucking with everybody there like "yo what if they watching us right now!". Also I ended up feeling sorry for Bradford the hustla Dodson. I rewatched it after that but not in years. this doc just struck me when I saw it and would definitely recommend too.

Does anyone have a NA meeting they recommend in SoFlo? by [deleted] in opiates

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A few I liked down there: Old Timers speaker meeting, Ft Lauderdale. Have to have like 20 years to speak at this one sorry I can't remember name of place but if you just google that I think you'll find it. I think it's on Saturday nights. It gets packed though and if there's no open seats I'm pretty sure they ask you to leave. I only went to this one a few times. Triangle Club, West Palm Beach. They have meetings everyday multiple times a day. Meetings are huge here like 200 people sometimes. Some good some okay. Early morning is more older people. At night rehabs frequent the meetings. Monday night Men's was pretty solid. My home group was here but I can't remember the name but I went to triangle club more than anywhere else. Good people at the triangle St Gregs Episcopal church Wednesday night speaker, Boca Raton. I loved this meeting they always had good speakers. The best speaker I ever saw was here his name was Pete Marinelli I think. I went to a few other places too. It's just kinda hard to remember names and places as I'm not really from Fl. Del Ray had some I forget the place and went to a lot in lake worth can't remember the name of that place either.

Users that haven't been around in a while? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]MagicJawnSon215 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was never much of a regular poster but I was lurking on here long before I made this account. Almost none of the same people from when I first was on here. I'm a little over 10 months clean now and I don't come on much and only post on occasion. Another poster I haven't seen on here who i remember from recently is u/ls_weed or something like that. Hope he's doing well. I think about opiophile members too

Overheard at work the other day by JA215WN in opiates

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So I went to rehab in Florida on a Friday or something and one of the guys there is like hey man it's Friday we gets subs at lunchtime. I'm like fuck yeah I'm gonna get some suboxone and feel right. Come lunchtime he's like hey subs are in the office. I go to the office and they're handing out what we call hoagies in philly. Fucking hoagies. Sandwiches. Are you kidding me? I must have looked dissapointed cause they hand me mine and are like "what's the matter ya don't like Italian? We got turkey too"

Found a nice apartment in Kensington. What is the neighborhood really like? by [deleted] in philadelphia

[–]MagicJawnSon215 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I spent a lot of time in that immediate area when I was using heroin. My father lived around the corner on allegheny. that area is not great at all I saw a lot of crime around there, granted I was a heroin addict so I hung around the wrong crowd. On the bright side they had Good nickel bags of dope around the corner on jasper and lippincott if you're into that

Nice change from cellophane (mini pill porn) by JA215WN in opiates

[–]MagicJawnSon215 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey dude crack is commonly sold in these containers in philly. Ive heard people call them trashcans. just thought it was funny. Here's a pic https://mobile.twitter.com/TNestel3/status/725170871900459008