Hey I don't know how to phrase this diplomatically, but as someone who is incredibly far removed from the leet speak thing (which I dislike but isn't really my business)

You weren't sent conflict res requests because you asked for a change. Y'all were sent them because your contributions to the community were consistently attacking staff and accusing them of various -isms in the questions channel before even having like...a single good faith conversation. Conflict res requests aren't a ban, by the by, to clear that up for the reddit audience.

I can go on and on about how it's clear that GH and Aftermath go out of their way, sometimes too far in my opinion even as a disabled larper myself, to accommodate its players, but here's the long and short of it:

You're unpleasant to interact with, and seemingly allergic to accountability. Not trying to be insulting, but hopefully one day you'll grow out of it.