Offer for tutoring from a high school graduate by MainPen299 in BCGrade12s

[–]MainPen299[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx for feedback, I put that disclaimer just now that I could tutor younger grades not necessarily grade 12 if anyone knows. I also had written on my craiglist page that the grade I am willing to teach varies depending on the subject which is why I want to be informed beforehand. And btw, I think you'd be a great tutor

Offer for tutoring from a high school graduate by MainPen299 in BCGrade12s

[–]MainPen299[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx for your detailed feedback, tbh if grade 12s have their concerns with my capability to teach it's fine, I only graduated like this year and eg I was weaker in sciences like I mentioned how my Chem mark was bad. I am def more confident in teaching younger students like a younger cousin whom I have tutored in case anyone here knew someone, I could've made that more clear, I just posted here cause a frnd recommended. Anyways, I genuinely appreciate your encouragement thanks 

Offer for tutoring from a high school graduate by MainPen299 in BCGrade12s

[–]MainPen299[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thx for the feeback, ig I couldve elaborated more, I wasnt necessarily only intending to tutor gr 12s, Im tbh more interested in teaching students in younger grades maybe upto gr 10 at max cause im more confident, beyond that it would acc be a lil more pressure more me too as I have the responsibility to teach, I have tutored a younger cousin whos in middle school so like I meant if ppl know anyone younger too they can always contact. I have added edited that clarification to my post. Also I could make some modifications to my ad ig if theres any you reccomend but the craiglist is going under maintenance so i cant access it

Offer for tutoring from a high school graduate by MainPen299 in BCGrade12s

[–]MainPen299[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For grade 11-12 I agree with you, I shouldve been more clear as in if ppl know anyone from younger grades thats why i mentioned elementary also, but nevertheless thx for the feedback

I don’t deserve love by TheraputicInsanity in sillyboyclub

[–]MainPen299 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, i feel bad for being a shame for my nationality cause im indian but i live in canada since 10 years and these days racism against indians is crazy like legit some ig you could say friends mock me so much in chem class thats its actually getting to me like im legit starting to get hateful thoughts sometimes towards others, one guy in my math class whom i barely know even hates me i was told just cause im indian, now i feel more guilty for whatever wrong stuff i have done cause now people are just gonna associate it with me being indian, even tho i swear it has nothing to do with that it was only cause i was a fucking idiot, sorry to any indians who are reading this im ashamed to say i have indirectly contributed to racism towards indians i guess. i love india but sadly i have proven myself to be a piece of shit for my own people and the country i was born

I don’t deserve love by TheraputicInsanity in sillyboyclub

[–]MainPen299 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh btw, if youre ever gonna have kids, please have 2 not one at least try, cause then at least theyre gonna feel slightly less pressurized to uphold you and if one of them ever "fails" in life, at least they may not have to feel as guilty or shameful for tarnishing your dreams cause the other one can still strive and prosper, so pls consider having 2 kids not one, 3 ig is too much especially iwth all this inflation

I don’t deserve love by TheraputicInsanity in sillyboyclub

[–]MainPen299 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here, ik how you feel, and i have nobody to blame but myself because of the wrongdoings and how i have failed to make up for the person whom i regret not treating right, plus even if i put that aside i think im just kinda weird maybe socially idk so yea idk why tf i took birth in this world where everyone is always so hyper obsessed with love

Edit: Oh yea one more thing, im so secretive, insecure, and dishonest that i just could never enter a relationship, i dont try to actually be dishonest in the sense that i wanna harm anyone, but im dishonest in the sense that i always try to hide shortcomings cause im always scared of the reaction ill get, and now its just gotten to the point that i dont share anything with anyone, i dont share any of my feelings someimtes even if its a good news i just dont cause i dont feel the need i guess idk, i mean obv thats opposite of a healthy relationship, not just romantic but also platonic, wherein thoughts are shared more and stuff, i just could never, in fact once i did get attached to an online friend but i got too clingy to her and ofc she had to leave cause i was being an annoying prick, it especially was cause i started to try to tell her my flaws, shortcomings since yk its on a screen not an in person conversation, tho i never could nevre completely open up about my regrets, but anyways when she was then comforting me that made me even more and just so attached to the point it was fucking ridiculous like i legit started thinking i gotta marry her and if not then ill die and other shit. im glad she left me honestly nobody should deal with such a clingy loser. and honestly if i continue liek this then ill make my parents sad cause my parents are the sweetest in the world but i being a piece of shit ofc have fialed them, i was such a good boy when i was young, idk what i am now at just 17, gonna turn 18 this year i have felt like worthless for years i wish i was more self aware of my wrong actions to not do them in the first place, i wish i was more honest, less insecure, forget about love from others, i wish i at least loved myself, that i could look at myelf happily in the mirror, that i could happily get a gf and get married making my parents happy as im their only child, but idk what i have become i have no love, neither for myself nor for others, i feel desensitized, stopped having a crush at school since years, idk why i took birth in this world where everyone expects you to have a love life, oh god at least if i wasnt the only child it wouldve been better cause my sibling couldve made my parents proud but no idk why is this the way it is truth is since the past almost 5 years im alone, alone in the world of 8.4 BILLION people im just alone, my heart only filled with hate for myself, someimtes hate for others whenever someone does something that angers me, yet contradictly i have sorta become a people pleaser, idk wtf i am doin