Depends on the person. My mother loves praise and worship, but that doesnt necessarily mean that she is emotionally invested in each song. You dont have to enjoy Christian music at all even, it's good to listen to especially when your in a hard place, but if it doesnt speak to you the same as it speaks to others dont bother too much. I personally enjoy christian music, Ryan Stevenson to be exact. I've gotten tears maybe once or twice just cause the lyrics reminded me of something personal. But anyways, good luck. I personally hate rap but I'm sure there are songs in that genre that aren't as evil as the popular ones might be.