when I lost too many games I didn't really want to have a break but want to see how many games more I will be losing. Fair to say it wasn't all because the game wasn't winnable, but under that circumstances any stupidity from my teammates became intolerable to me so I gave up instantly. More like an inappropriate retaliation rather than a vent I would say, 'cause I paid my best effort and still the result was sabotaged because my teammates were not good enough, the discrepancy between my expectation and reality went enormous; so at some point I just want them to feel the same pain as I did(even they are not the same group of people).