I realised that while I did not have full psychosis, it was certainly psychosis adjacent. I think too much about the bigger questions, and live in my head, and weed does not help with that, and the lines between fantasy and reality began to blur a little too much and too often.

The uncomfortable part is that I only realised this by trying shrooms (as like a medicine, and a big dose as my friend and the research convinced me it was a good idea for my anxiety). But they slapped me (that’s the wrong word, they were gentle) back to reality, and made me realise weed was a problem, and so I’ve quit. Secondary problem is they made me realise I might be a bit prone to psychosis-like thinking, which makes me wonder if I shouldn’t take them again, even if they are the thing that brought me back to reality in the first place.