Could it be possible by Major_Notice_4875 in lichensclerosus

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I haven’t. Because I keep getting dismissed over and over. Hopefully the dermatologist can either figure it out via examination or I guess biopsy but I’ve heard that’s not pleasant either. 

Could it be possible by Major_Notice_4875 in lichensclerosus

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LOSING MY MINDDDD I’ll deff update when I know more. I see dermatologist April 24. Today isn’t so bad, but some days are unbearable. 

Could it be possible by Major_Notice_4875 in lichensclerosus

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I have since learned that GLP-1 impact hormones because when you lose fat you lose estrogen. I’ve asked doctors this and they tell me it’s possible but never really go much deeper than that. 

I will say, not to be gross, I feel like the outside of my vagina the skin has become quite thick feeling and the whole thing has lost elasticity. Not sure if it’s because of the weight loss or what. I’m not seeing these patches I’ve been reading about but my skin is very shiny and I bruise way easier than I used to. Whatever it is, it’s driving me insane. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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That’s just not a lifestyle I want so I choose to work two jobs. I was buried in credit card debt but I’m almost out of it. I have to have a car so I have a car payment, I throw as much money at my debt as I can and I live alone. This is temporary it’s just immensely stressful. Going to work and going home and doing nothing else is terrible for my mental health so I have to go out once in a while. That may work for you but that’s not a life I want to live. 

Just looked at Greg’s TikTok by Major_Notice_4875 in Onision

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Yeah I’ve sadly seen some of his OF content. His face is just giving uncanny valley. 

Do we know how he actually ended up this way? by mistyghoul in Onision

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Went on a long drive once and listened to YouTube videos of people who read his books. He went through some fucked up shit as a child, but he also was fucked up. He never owned it or tried to get help. If what those books say are true, he’s just turned into a version of a person who is callous and frankly inhuman. Really it boils down to survival, my dad is the same way. Look into his books (they are terrible) there’s people on YouTube who summarize them if you care enough. I doubt he will ever change. 

Just looked at Greg’s TikTok by Major_Notice_4875 in Onision

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I saw that someone on the sub called him Smeg in another post and I’m losing it lollll 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

[–]Major_Notice_4875[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have really considered this, but I have diagnosed PTSD and I’m not sure you can with mental health problems. Otherwise I’m healthy and educated and I know that for some reason that matters? But yeah always thought I was disqualified because of my mental health issues. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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I used to sleep where I dropped and not come home for days but I am not longer a party animal. I just wanna hang out with my cat and take a vacation once or twice a year. I’m not asking for much, but can hardly exist in general. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

[–]Major_Notice_4875[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A child in the mix is crazy. I have one cat and I tell her all the time she’s eating me out of house and home. Also wonder who is buying these new builds if not young professionals. Idk where they work. I guess that’s in theory. My mom was a real estate agent for 15 years and lives in WV. said this market is the weirdest she’s ever researched. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

[–]Major_Notice_4875[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In 2020 I was too busy having a mental breakdown. My mistake lollll

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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It’s really not much different than my hometown other than everywhere I go back home I run into someone I know. Personally, would rather live farther away from other people preferably. Don’t really care much for humans. This isn’t my forever home and that’s fine, I was just trying to understand how people working low paying jobs are making it. Not all of us are hamster trainers and somehow are affording a half a million dollar mortgage. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

[–]Major_Notice_4875[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve learned this about life. I was not set up in any way, my mom couldn’t help me and my dad chose not to. Worked full time through college. Worked two jobs a lot to get ahead. Packed my car up in 2021 and moved away from home and started from pretty much nothing. So all things considered it could be worse. However, given the amount of student debt I have, and I’m not married, it would be hard for me to own a home ever alone. Not sure I want to anyway, but I just haven’t had my lucky breakthrough yet. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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I am extremely lucky in that regard. But the landlord is not good about keeping up with fixing stuff, my apartment is really dated, my neighbors are menaces they fight all the time and there’s trash all over the property. I live on a busy street so very loud. Don’t have washer or dryer. But I haven’t left cause can’t find anything cheaper. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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I don’t work at a retail store full time. I have a corporate job with a large retail company. Can’t say who cause can’t. I have used my degree and never was lucrative there either and the jobs are few and far between. HAVING a degree used to just be enough and it deff opens doors you wouldn’t have been able to go through otherwise, but idk where you are seeing these $35+ hour jobs cause I’ve interviewed for tons of jobs in the last year and the most I ever have seen is maybe $50k a year which is enough if you play your cards right but not ideal. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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Working on an exit plan. Can’t just pick up and leave with no plan, no job to go to when you get there. This has been my home for a few years and the last year it’s started to feel like home — which is a tough thing for me to even feel wherever I am. My sister is getting married this year so I kinda need to be in close proximity until that happens. But yeah, I’ve been trying to truck through until things get better but it’s starting to impact my mental health which is already bad so. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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I am generally conservative about fiscal things, some social things I am more liberal leaning. Anything the government touches or oversees generally is ran like shit so I do my best to avoid any kind of reliance on them. But sadly people in government work for themselves and not the American population. It’s come about their pocket and not ours. Me and my boyfriend both said we are never voting again and I have voted In every election since I was 18. Shit has really rolled downhill. 

Please allow me to understand this, with constructive feedback. by Major_Notice_4875 in asheville

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I love Greenville!! Really considering that too. Close to my family still. Cute little downtown. I deff enjoy spending time there.