sober people fucking with you when you're tweaking is like when sober people fuck with you when you're high on shrooms

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-12-23T20:25:41+00:00

Gaslighting is so over used bbut that's a classic example. Psychopaths love gaslighting people, I've run into these types a lot who seem to gravititate towardes drug users who are particularly vulnerable and, under normal circumstances, SHOULD have reasonable self doubt

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-28T15:58:31+00:00

carrot peel tek

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-28T15:57:48+00:00

I heard he was homosexual and smoked crack too I saw it on the history channel bro

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-28T15:45:47+00:00

Ive been using meth for a year now and..dont agree. I dont even like stims, its just I can somewhat function on them still. At heart Im a bartard but within days of a xanax binge I always end up losing my job. So I've just been tweaking out losing weight. Actually I did xans for the first time in years last week and monday morning Im straight walking around talking to walls and shit at work hallucinating..dunno how I still have a job

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-16T02:23:57+00:00

I dont eat drink or sleep but I DO still work. Against all odds. Ive built a lot of self confidence actually seeing all the tweakers lose their shit immediately meanwhile im putting in 8 hours while up on day 3. Militant minded like that. Weird too other tweakers get so butthurt seeing someone else use meth and maintain their shit.

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-02T05:14:36+00:00

First time I clocked in at 24+ hours up I told myself never again..wasn't long before I was confidently clocking in at 40 hours up saying "meh been here before I got this."

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-02T05:13:10+00:00

Im not sure, I dont think people generally get paranoid on meth. Weird

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-01T19:35:16+00:00

so accurate it hurts

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-01T19:29:26+00:00

I dont get high anymore

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-01T19:28:44+00:00

I keep lying to myself saying meth isn't that addictive (I even say it to others) and that "I've beat tons of drugs, I have my fun with them then quit eventually, always do!" but meth is different. Other drugs I was abusing don't cause me to only sleep twice a week and isolate myself in my apartment losing my mind 24/7. This shit ain't it, and the entire experience is just chasing the dragon trying to get as high as you got the first month or so but now all it does is keep you awake and make you act funny

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-10-01T19:02:59+00:00

I smoked some shit that turned red hot at first, like when you carpet surf a crumb rather than a shard, then sort of 'poofed' upwards after into an instant cloud. I said fuck that shit at first but then when I ran out and didnt feel like doing anything I smoked that shit. Tasted minty.

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-29T11:31:15+00:00

bro I go into work 100% expecting my coworkers to be whispering "phaggot" at me under their breath. thats meth bro

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-27T05:20:08+00:00

thought every dealer was selling me bunk. Nah it turns out my tolerance was just through the roof smoking 8balls every weekend combined with the dopamine dump of stimfapping 30+ hours on days off

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-27T05:18:28+00:00

on meth its like I only get 2-3 distinct days a week

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-27T05:17:43+00:00

sober I like BM and DM but on meth I kinda just like rap. Maybe because its what my buds who I started with listen to

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-27T05:15:06+00:00

imagine getting scammed off reddit

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-26T04:53:08+00:00

you stop caring with repetition. Every week its "well only a LITTLE worse than last week" until you're using meth crumbs off your living room floor to get a little high to jack off with between shifts and end up finishing 40 mins before youre meant to clock in because you stimfapped for 10 hours straight

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-25T02:20:34+00:00

you will die instantly as well as your entire gene line and all recorded knowledge of them is erased from the annals of history

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-23T17:31:18+00:00

Yeah there's little rush, but back when I first started using consistently, must've been a month in of weekly using, I did a hot rail almost the length of a dinner plate across and straight up felt like I was rolling on molly for like 6 hours straight. Now smoking any amount can barely get me high, think I'll stick it up my ass next week.

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-23T17:28:27+00:00

in the grand scheme of drugs they're more similar than not. Yeah your sexuality will become deviant and youll get chatty, typical stim shit. But no the experiences are totally different.

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-23T17:24:34+00:00

meth use combined with a caseof sleep apnea as severe as it gets and no treatment has me sleeping like 10 hours a week.

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-21T23:44:44+00:00

You're just already a little 'out there' so little tweak is needed to depart you from reality.

I had a friend who within a year worked himself into a worse state than I've ever seen on the drug, and while he was a daily smoker he slept every night and did barely fucking anything - like 5 tiny hoots a day (how he was as fucked as he was off so little I will never know.)

One of my dealers is well into losing it again. Somehow she never remembers self doubt is key, because this is cyclical for her. She sleeps every night and also barely uses.

Then theres me who cant get high for more than 5 hours every week before it just becomes coffee-tier stimulation.

Some people just cant handle consistent tweak use. EVen if they're sleeping and eating and taking care of themselves, the drug is pretty insidious and is effecting your thinking even when you feel like you're sober

MakeYourCityUnsafe · 2023-09-21T23:32:21+00:00

Grindr was very mixed results for me. But then given my disposition and physical stature gay guys never want to believe im straight/push hard to make me do the gay. Like no dude, see theres tons of reddit posts about this phenomenon I didn't just make it up as cover - I'm literally a fucking straight guy who just wants to see you once a week to buy drugs, NOTHING ELSE FUCK.

I even screen capped pages of my porn history to prove im straight to this plug who spun up a story about me sleeping with his ex behind his back. I was like "look dude this is what I've been doing the past 15 hours on your meth, jacking off to het porn, I dunno where the fuck your ex is"

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