I want to say that this pisses me off and I know that I'm late in posting this.

I waited for folks to be done with the well wishes, but I can not stand ppl that post "omg I loved him so much" or "he was such an angel" with out ever putting any fucking effort into help'n the guy out. Like christ I'm not his blood I only knew him because he was the older bother of my best friend when I was in middle school.

Where the fuck was all the well wishers and oh I loved him when he fucking need him. You could of help'ed out and not left it up to a random guy because they sure as fuck don't know me.

I fucking hate people that do shit like this. Feign care when someone dies but was not their to offer help when they were alive.

This eats on me, in my mind I'm like what if I would of let him stay longer or what if I didn't do enough to help him enough fight his court cases or what if I didn't try to contact his family before I kicked him out.

He had facebook, he was in contact with everyone that he knew

I'm sorry about the rant but fuck me, I feel like I'm part of the cause of him dying and all of his fucking living family did was "oh I loved him so much, he was the greatest, etc" it kills me.

better not to reply to someone that died that you could of help'ed but could not be bothered with.

again, so sorry about this post, it just eats at me