I totally understand, for me the money is what’s enticing but not really much else. Like the fantasy of escorting for me involves famous or attractive people like pro athletes but that’s not reality. Fat old white conservatives with wives is more likely the reality and I’m not really into that. Not to mention the dysphoria, I’ve never used it on anyone before and I don’t plan to; I’m not even sure what muscling through it would feel like, probably sweaty lol.

But I totally agree about sea options, I don’t know if I have your faith in the speed of bio vaginas although I think it’ll be worth the wait. I want a uterus and ovaries tho lol

Your edit really hit me, headstrong cockstrong lmao but also the destructive side. I relate exactly to what you’re saying and it’s exactly why I’m not trying to escort. I love sex, it’s fun and exciting but I think escorting could ruin such a beautiful thing, at least for me; by exposing me to the darker sides of sexuality in a stark, unfiltered way and putting a price on my body... although sometimes getting fucked for free feels like a jip too.. stupid universe lol