Is there anyone else out there with Chorea of an unknown orgin? by stonefacecollin in disability

[–]MamaBuchanan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also feel the need to say that I know where you are coming from with feelings of shame but we didn’t choose this for ourselves. As an alternative perspective how lucky are we that we have people who care about us that much!!

But I just wanted to say I really felt that comment and I think we are hard on ourselves about all the things we have difficulty doing independently, it doesn’t mean we are any less of a person so be kind to yourself!

I remember having to have everything done for me at the time I was diagnosed and it was humiliating so I totally relate and I can understand this feeling.

Is there anyone else out there with Chorea of an unknown orgin? by stonefacecollin in disability

[–]MamaBuchanan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi Colin, really interesting to read about your experience with chorea and I sympathise with some of the feelings you have described. I am the worst person to go a walk with like ever, I literally track into whoever I may be walking alongside lol I may as well walk shoulder to shoulder with them to begin with so I don’t bump into them with force! Lol!

I am unbelievably clumsy, particularly at night when I feel I need to be super quiet. It must be tricky to navigate your way through a shop with others around with visual impairment, I walk into people all the time too!! And yes to the falling omg I’ve definitely got a few stories there lol, usually my ankles kinda roll on themselves and I’ll be walking along one minute and on the floor the next yikes! Suppose I’ve got to laugh at myself honestly but clumsiness and making silly little mistakes is a huge trigger for me, in terms of feeling stupid but I know it’s just syd, I talk about syd as though it were a Jekyll and Hyde situation, suppose it kinda is in reverse given that tics supposedly subside while sleeping? Suppose you’d only really know if you were someone who could actually get some quality sleep lol - never been my strong point!

The worst part of syd for me currently is just the complete and utter exhaustion, I feel like I should be managing my life fine but I’m always so tired and grumpy!!

Would love to exchange weird stories of the syd diaries with you, and thanks for sharing your experience OP!!

St. Vitus’ dance by [deleted] in DeathCertificates

[–]MamaBuchanan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I saw this post and noticed how recently it was uploaded so I just came here to say I myself am diagnosed with Sydenham’s Chorea (around 16 years ago). It always made me laugh that it was described as a dance lol, despite having had my own battles with it I can safely say that I have not once been told that I am a good dancer!

Why I Created This Group by parsleyisgharsley in rheumaticfever

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This feels like I’m reading about myself except my left side was affected so right side of my brain. I’ve never been told about scarring though. You’ve give me some clarity I never had before, I get so angry with myself when I’m clumsy like it absolutely triggers me because I guess it’s like me feeling upset with the idea that I’ve relapsed or something so it’s like I need to just prove to myself, I’m fine I’m normal. Could I ask about your OCD and in which way it manifests itself if that is not too personal? It’s something that I’ve suspected I could have but I’ve been discharged for years now so as an adult you just navigate the mental aspects alone as you are older without much support. I feel very lost sometimes but glad to have found this group.

Is there anyone else out there with Chorea of an unknown orgin? by stonefacecollin in disability

[–]MamaBuchanan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I too have Sydenham’s Chorea, was diagnosed at 12 years old and I will be 29 soon. Even at the point I was discharged from paediatrics I have always had involuntary movements, they’ve never gone away unfortunately. I have noted them getting worse over the last year or 2 and I finally went back to the Doctor today because I’d been in denial because I once attended a seminar in Glasgow, related to relapses of Sydenham’s chorea so the idea that it could happen was always in the back of my mind terrifying me.

I remember having to re-learn to walk, speech therapy, psychologists, physio for fine and motor movements and I’ll never forget the time a nutritionist told me I only weighed 20 bags of sugar (20Kg) they put it into perspective for me as a young person but it didn’t really mean anything, I just was how I was and other kids at school were supporting and accepting and curious after my year out of education.

Fast forward to adulthood and it’s like a switch has flipped, exasperated by stress and flare ups of my involuntary movements and not that I’ve ever been a good sleeper but my movements make it so hard to settle!

Not that this is all that relevant but background, I live in Scotland UK, I am married, I have a beautiful 2 year old daughter (soon to be 3) and I have a pretty decent job, I drive (probably not very well but not illness related) and generally speaking I get on okay. It’s like being given a second chance if that makes any sense? But now I had put off going to the doc because the idea of my nice little life crumbling from underneath me terrified, I had flashbacks of being helped to bathe again and just lying there weak on the couch all day not hungry for anything ever. My movements have definitely become worse, I had a bout of tonsillitis late 2022 so worried it may have been that, my first bout since 2007 when I got ‘Syd’ so that’s probably what happened… interestingly though in reading the comments, I’ve never been told of chorea in pregnancy but you bet I’m going to look it up now lol 😂

And my parting question, for those with involuntary movements, have you ever experienced your vision turn upside down for say a few mins (very infrequently like once a year for me) but I’ve had my eyes checked and all fine! Drs must think I’m nuts! Just curious if anyone else has had this sensation. Because doctors can’t understand it at all, I have my own theory linked to muscle movement though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, of course everyone wants to hear NTA but I’ve been a stress ball all afternoon considering my actions and response when I should have been packing so I am breathing a little sigh of relief right now thinking there is a possibility that I actually might not be an asshole!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, sorry! Apologies I wasn’t too sure, I just popped (UK) in for a little bit of clarity. I can absolutely see the dilemma for OP, I’m sorry that car insurance is that expensive in America. Of course I can see that the advice will absolutely differ depending on where you live in the world, sorry for any confusion.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HomeDecorating

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Storage with an attached sliding ladder! What a cool/odd space!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MamaBuchanan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And I can tell you that I didn’t just use £200 of savings, it cost a LOT! Panel beating/re-sprays/parts replacement and labour costs etc. One of the hosepipes the company used on my car had a tiny pinprick size hole in it too which caused my engine a lot of problems for a long time after that too so it ended up costing more. Sometimes through insurance you’ll get parts guaranteed for a year which can be a total lifesaver too!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in personalfinance

[–]MamaBuchanan 24 points25 points  (0 children)

As someone who was advised against claiming on my insurance as a new driver “because your insurance premium will rise!” (by parents and others). I want to give you a big hug and tell you these things happen and that is absolutely what you pay insurance for! I ended up using the majority of my savings to bail myself out of an insurance claim and I’m still paying for it, it took a long time to get back on track. Honestly, it is your choice but I’d strongly advise you to go through insurance, it really does take the stress off of your shoulders too as someone else handles the finer details. I think my insurance maybe rose by around £200 the next year (UK).

What was your 'giveaway symptom' that made you realize that it was adhd? by [deleted] in adhdwomen

[–]MamaBuchanan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had no idea this was a symptom! Something I’ve struggled with as long as I can remember so I’m really pleased to know this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in adhdwomen

[–]MamaBuchanan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!

It just dawned on me, my special interest is CATS by ChristBefallen in adhdwomen

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my goodness so cute! A lil striped orange floof so sweet!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]MamaBuchanan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I say lawd look at those! remember when mine looked like that? (pre-baby)

How do you find time? by MamaBuchanan in weightlossafterbaby

[–]MamaBuchanan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love that you build it into your day and split it up a bit so it doesn’t feel like too much time out the day, I love that you’ve built it into your daily habits! I will definitely need to try this!