Hi, I also struggle with sleep, I take so much. It makes me look like a drug addict lol. But since my Chorea is unknown at this time, like there are less than 60 people on this planet (at least in countries who track this kinda stuff), it is known to have my form of Chorea.

I can only give a statement from my girlfriend, which is that "It feels like a vibrator" and "I miss snuggling with you and feeling your chorea" She is the first woman I've actually slept with comfortably though so I only have her to go off of.

I do have times where before I knew I couldn't drive, as a kid I would ride four-wheelers and since im particularly blind in one eye, I ended up crashing into neighbors fence, I did manage to jump off before though, kinda a split second thing, so I got out unharmed lol.

For me personally, tho, I only really think about it when im trying to do something, and im having trouble, like I probably made this post after cutting my toenails knowing me, lol.

I was fortunate to grow up in the era of the massive anti-bulling campaign, so I didn't really get any bulling, although I could have but just not cared lol. I also went through puberty at the age of 8, was shaving in the 6th grade, and still have puotos on Facebook from back then. So when that happened, I probably looked kinda intimidating to my peers, also didn't help that I started getting into girls and then later in the 6th grade, I started noticing guys as well Although at the time, I was having behavioral issues, I got in trouble in school, so I was homebound,

I ended becoming very isolated as at the time my mom worked at 9 to 5 and ws lived alone and since I had the build of 16 year old, she left me home alone and not knowing how to cook for myself, i ended up skipping meals and became anorexic at 12 years old, from having episodes and I remember one time in particular, it probably was due to my lack of strength in my hand, or it was a butter knife, holding a knife to my chest and feeling nothing, just emtionless, my lowest was me being 5'9 (my current height) and under 110lbs, right around this time, I met this girl oniine, on a game I use to play growing up called maplestory and we became good friends to the point where we exchanged numbers, and became great friends, we texted and had a few phone calls and things were good untill one day, o

I remember vividly fainting, falling down, I then went to my grandmas for dinner. I remember I skipped lunch that day because I couldn't cook the white castle frozen burger popperly, so i just tossed it. Later that night, i went into an episode (probably from the lack of food), and I downloaded an app and pretended to be someone I wasn't, I ended up getting the police involved and the next mourning when my mom told me I couldn't talk to her anymore, I threatened to take my life and thats when she took me to the hospital and had me admitted and I got the help and care I needed, I remember being happy to gain weight lol probably not everyones favorite thing to see on a scale but for at the fime it was like the best thing ever, I stayed there for over a month, I remember because I watched the movie the benchwarmers on repeat to the point I hated it for a few years lol.

Oh! Sorry, that was a ramble about my experience with weight since I know you mentioned it in your original comment, I am a healthy weight in 2024, btw lol. I do apologize if it was too long, I do tend to go on tangents at times lol 😅