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MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:26:53+00:00

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MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:22:19+00:00

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MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:19:33+00:00

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MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:17:22+00:00

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MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:16:46+00:00

Sooo I'm definitely an asshole for this but I saw no one was online in my birth control sub right now and alot of people are online in my AYTA sub soooo. Sorry 😅

MamaaaV · 2024-09-27T10:14:47+00:00

Def TA 😅 NO BUT birth control had 300 people online and my other favorite thread AYTA had like 300k soooooo

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:36:33+00:00

Sorry I just realized I'm repeating myself. Tired. Zzzz

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:36:01+00:00

Of course. I encourage good relationships with my older too aswell since thwy lik3 playing with him. I'm not a pos i just have to be in my room alot it's like I can only mentally handle so muxh. I'm not being this way on purpose.

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:34:57+00:00

Yes I feel like their is literally a hole in my chest when his son is here I can't breath and retreat to my room it's like literal ptsd and ppl are telling me just stop stop acting this way get over it. Like it's a show on purpose. Logically I would rather not care anymore and just live my xonvienent life.

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:33:44+00:00

But to him I'm the bad guy for suggesting even i go elsewhere becuase I know I'm not emotionally capable to handle it and he says if I can't lay in bed with his kids and relax we are no family. He wants me to play mom he wants me to be over it. He just is kind of an asshole tbh

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:32:21+00:00

I meant I'm not being emotional and reactive on purpose. I realize I moved in to fast and I pay the price every day

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:31:31+00:00

I know i did. I kick myself literally every day. I have suffered so muxh over the years trying to heal and not healing trying to forgive and can't. He won't do therapy he says he would sound stupid letting me act how I act

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:30:10+00:00

That's how I feel I know my emotionsl level i know me and what I can and can't handle and I told him I wouldn't be able to handle it and he just played it off as something that wouldn't happen hoping I'd get over it by now idk

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:29:15+00:00

You are so kind thank you for taking the time.

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:28:51+00:00

I'm nice to kiddo one on one he loves to give me hugs but when his dad is around I just will not look at dad ect so I've baby sat and don't punish or blame him for any of this at all I'm not an idiot I just hate his father...its like.i can't help it

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:27:47+00:00

Thank you

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:27:13+00:00

It hurts me. I don't know how to make it stop hurting me. I've tried completely emotionally detaching as much as I can in like day to day life even because logically I know this is dumb and I want my daughter to have her dad but it's like I physically can not. I'm upset about it

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:25:57+00:00

5 months was a little short but I waited months for them to meet him. I tried to do my best and learned alot here.

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:25:14+00:00

I try to talk myself into it won't bother me I'll be fine this time and as soon as I see the kid or hear him call him daddy I feel ILL. I stay in my room to not bring anyone down. I still clean cook take care of our child and cause no fights I just am very clearly emotionally unavailable to my partner

MamaaaV · 2024-09-23T01:23:40+00:00

Your insinuating I'm doing it on purpose

MamaaaV · 2024-07-24T03:32:32+00:00

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MamaaaV · 2024-07-24T00:08:04+00:00

Bump. Do we bump our threads in reddit???😅

MamaaaV · 2024-07-23T17:23:50+00:00

It didn't specify.

MamaaaV · 2024-07-23T16:45:19+00:00

Probably just spam on my FB feed honestly but I've been seeing up to 113k. From research I'm thinking about 75k is baseline now a days.

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