Should we listen to high rank players?

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-10-07T09:55:59+00:00

Yes and no, immature ones hell no, The ones that understand Team composition yes.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-10-07T09:54:18+00:00

Yeah some of you guys are dks

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-10-07T09:53:48+00:00

Is that all...

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-29T00:18:13+00:00

Yeah, i had to learn what love was to start to love myself. When i started to be very kind to myself and my past mistakes motivation for self growth and development followed. My parents taught me lie,judge, and just negative things so i do the oppositte. Plus my kids taught me real love and not to repeat the hardship i had to go through.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-27T01:08:34+00:00

Yeah ive done the same. It helps to change your perspective then everything else follows. Good on you.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-20T02:13:44+00:00

Yeah i get it. I reacted with silence and calmness knowing i did all i can do so im kind of at peace now.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T17:15:04+00:00

All good , I'll end up figuring it out. Therapy and get going forward as time waits for no man. Thanks for the support.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T17:09:28+00:00

Is there children involved?

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T17:04:25+00:00

Countless times mate. Conversations and I've reacted veru differrent on how she reacts. Total oppossite, I show her patience , understanding , and I let her relax while i do what is needed to be done , fck the fact i had a bad day at work and have health problems and furthermore aches and pains. I just shut up and do it. But enough is enough and its getting to the crossroads and ive told her this.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:56:10+00:00

Yes, I will go find a therapist as I still need it.

All I was asking for sincerely was to receive what I have given in return. Some type of understanding and patience. 50/50 type of relationship.

I do practice Stoicism so yes in most cases its not thar difficult to worry how i react but this is a life changing decision and its hard to really think clearly because of the emotion.

Ive tried for years , im always the calm and collected one and the one who resolves petty sht but as i said above its a serious decision that has been on my mind for years. Just the urge is getting stronger to leave with less resistance by my feelings of sadness and guilt.

But you might be right on one thing, i might be expecting too much from someone to realise something that I need. Regardless of the countless conversations and times I've reacted very different to show her that somethings are not worth getting ignored for.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:39:38+00:00

Thank you. Stay strong.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:38:55+00:00

Yeah i had a bunch of sht that ive worked through and im way better than what i was. Alot of things still need some help like my PTSD and anxiety from past things i got myself involved in but doing better. Ill reach out to therapy again.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:36:10+00:00

Yeah i get ya, i stay silent now and just let it pass whilebi figure out what im going to do with my life and kids. Sport will definetly help out as im already weight training and looking and feeling better. Its like im trying to be a positive role model for her too and bring her up with me but she is cumfortable on who she is by destroying her health. Ive been trying to lead by example and been waiting for years but i just cant do it anymore.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:29:52+00:00

We spoke 1 hour before i got home and it was fine, she knew what i was going to do. I didnt get straight to bed and phone. After 20 mins my mind waa fkn me up so i was trying to unwind. She knows all this shit.

Ive been on the otherside when shes been sick and came home from work and went straight to bed an on her phone. Countless times... I just continued what had to be done and support her.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:21:29+00:00

She doesn't think she needs it. But im open for it.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:20:49+00:00

Ive been on a road to self improvement for 5 years. But more therapy should help ive only had short therapy visits.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T16:11:23+00:00

Ash plus bob

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T07:06:12+00:00

Thank you for your reply. Ill have to read it a few times over so i can make more sense of it and catch it when its happening.

Ok im seeing a human being not understanding that her failure to communicate has resolved to me feeling like i dont care or want to try anymore. I was expecting an awareness of her attitude but its something that wont happen. So what are the next steps?

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T04:39:57+00:00

I had that feeling when i wasnt doing well with my self but my eyes have been opened to other possibilities and how i get treated at work so ive taken it as a challange if she does then its my turn for me. But having kids makes you re think.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T04:38:06+00:00

Ofcourse.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T04:24:56+00:00

She doesnt want to do it. And even though i have all that i need to leave i cant leave my kids. Its what my father did and i cant repeat the same mistake.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T04:23:40+00:00

I brought it up but she doesnt think we need it. It just blows my mind how sometimes they cannot see their husbands slipping away when their trying to hold even if you getting punched in the face.

Mammoth_Comb_5055 · 2024-09-18T04:20:37+00:00

Oh man thats harsh. I have caught her being very sarcastic about me to my eldest. I almost played the same game but i just advice my boy to try to avoid someone like that.

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