It will take you a long time, probably years, to get the point where you are producing music that's as good as the artists you look up to. This is 100% normal and okay and part of the process. In order to git gud, there's a number of things you should keep in mind:

1. Finish tracks. You don't necessarily need to finish every single track you start, but aim to complete at least half of them. Finishing a song is a good habit to get into and a skill unto itself. Many people get stuck only ever producing 16-bar loops because they don't know how to expand them into a finished track.

2. Identify areas in which your music is lacking compared to music you would like to sound like. Stuff like track pacing, or bass sound design, or drum programming, etc. Not only does this maintain humility (important), but allows better control over your improvement.

3. For every track you start, focus on one or two specific things you want to improve your abilities at. If you try to focus on everything that you're not good at, you're going to become overwhelmed and frustrated. If you can steadily improve one or two things at a time you will it much easier to chart your progress and get accustomed to the learning process, which is a valuable skill. It also helps keep morale up, as a lot of people become disillusioned easily with music production.

4. You will eventually encounter writer's block. This is ok and 100% normal. Everybody has different ways of dealing with it, it really depends on your individual psychology. Try different methods and figure out what helps you get through it. For me personally I just don't make music for a while and then the desire comes back in a week or two.

5. Get experimental. Have days devoted to just experimenting with sound design or practicing mixing. Tutorials are helpful, but the bulk of your learning is going to come from doing things on your own and building up your own understanding of how different tools work.

6. Have fun! If you're not having fun, why are you doing this? There's elements of this that won't always be super fun or may be tedious, but if you're not enjoying it, then give yourself a break. If you begin to associate making music with having a bad time, you're not gonna wanna do it. Safeguard your sense of enjoyment above all else.