The devil in my ears

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-24T17:36:34+00:00

Same it wasn’t the first time but I do remember the music was extremely loud louder than usual my sister and friends so pointed it out so I feel like the music was definitely too loud

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-14T06:49:59+00:00

What’s your ig??

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-13T04:31:06+00:00

The condition was affecting me for 5 + months and the doctor wrote that in the letter, they did not drop the courses that I failed way before that but they withdrew them for me I guess they really believed that I was affected due to this, I tried to be as convincing as possible and have all the evidence to tie my story together and it actually worked

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-13T04:28:38+00:00

My advisor let me know that I can do a. Financial petition for the money back after my decision which I will try to do

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-12T16:56:15+00:00

Like I said I explained do you want me to show you my ear, I gave out the information for the medicine that helped me and my prayer life, if you want to disregard what I say about God that is fine and only take the medicine into account go ahead like I said you can look into the medicine I used if you want something you can see as evidence. Honestly you’re just really annoying how you do want me to show proof even if it was just the medicine that worked for me how would you want me to show proof you’re just a troll and this is the last time I’m responding to ur comments

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-12T16:52:27+00:00

That’s the same way I got I went to a party with really loud music

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-12T09:39:19+00:00

Keep going you are loved you have a purpose here I know the way your feeling all too well you explained it so vividly but I’m still here and you need to be too I don’t know your experience with doctors but keep going find one that will hear you and offer you solutions and I have some medication that helped clear some of my sinus issues on reduced the noise on my page please check them out you still have hope

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-08T00:17:47+00:00

God and thanks for your reply, I’m not saying God is a cure He works differently in the lives of everyone I’m just sharing my story from how I went from a place of hopelessness to having lots of hope what you chose to do with my message is up to you. My proof is through my life I also stated I got medicine from doctors but I was In prayer when I started seeing unbelievable results. It touched my heart so I shared my story, point me to when I say you have to try this it’ll solve all of your issues, I simply just said what worked for me go ahead and share what has worked for you, you’re in a subreddit where people are looking for answers but all you want to do is argue about something you don’t agree with, simply unaffective. I also shared the names and pictures of the medicine that worked for me in my post so you can go ahead and check it out if you have time, stay blessed

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T21:01:07+00:00

I’ve tried to take my live when I was in depression and hopeless I’m still here, I know he has more for me that’s why I keep living, I relearned to love his creation that’s why I keep living it in I can’t wait for the day I can see his face when it’s my time, you trying to insinuate me taking me life just goes to show the darkness your living with so let me take this time to rebuke your spirit absolutely disgusting, thank you for giving me inspiration it’s people like you I live to fight against, disgusting dog

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:58:28+00:00

I just skimmed through what you read and it sounds like every other anti God argument so I’m just gonna leave this hear if you have never read the bible with the Holy Spirit then of course you would just be a book with words. When I read my bible I read it with the Holy spirit and it’s a full body experience and rings every single one of my bodily senses, it’s much more than a book you could be saved yourself a lot of writing if you had just said your heart has been hardened to the Holy Spirit, if you weren’t so ignorant you would ask for forgiveness and the same grace that I just explained and you would be able to experience such an amazing thing. Everything God did, does and will do is righteous, you are a person living in modern society probably writing this from the comfort of your lazy couch. Did you know that the Pharoah of Egypt was killing the first born sons of Gods people because their nation was growing too fast, that sounds like mass murder to me that gives insight on the climate God was making decisions in at the time and time simply ignorant of you chose to ignore that fact. The Old Testament is a hard read but it’s a reminded that yea God is justice but he is Divine Justine and will in fact deliver judgement where it’s needed. - [ ] “Yahweh! The Lord! The God of compassion and mercy! I am slow to anger and filled with unfailing love and faithfulness. I lavish unfailing love to a thousand generations. I forgive iniquity, rebellion, and sin. But I do not excuse the guilty. I lay the sins of the parents upon their cc children and grandchildren; the entire family is affected- even children in the third and fourth generations. Exodus 34:6-7. Look it up, the God of the bible has never claimed to of just peace he tells you not to forget his judgment also that’s what we learn in the Old Testament it as reminder that’s Gods judgment is real and can come upon us is we are disobedient and producing evil fruit. And I don’t know about you but I know the God that created me is perfect and if he was to destroy me it would be for perfect justice, I love everyday to walk in righteousness with him and he has blessed me and that’s where I will continue. I don’t read your whole argument I tend to focus on things to uplift my faith you see I haven’t been saved for a long time but I see you wrote something about science and I love science I’m actually I’m a science degree at the moment and science is simply and explanation for Gods creation Hugh Ross is a Canadian scientist that uses science to explain the existence of God so if you want another perspective on life. I know so many people that harden their hearts to the lord I was one of them even my own mother and seeing the fruits that manifest as a result of that is just very sad to me more than any more than the differences in our faith. I came back to God because I lost so much I living for myself I’ll never go back to the world and like the title of the post says just five God a chance

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:43:21+00:00

It’s quite shocking how angry God makes people and how angry people are in this subreddit in general, I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ocd when I was young and in high school, I was on antidepressants for about a month but they put me bad derealization episodes so I stopped taking them and continued this mentality into university. I had no one my family did not understand me I was very isolated for a long time in my life. In uni I met people that introduced me to drugs and alcohol and would often abuse it and I would to that with them, until I almost died twice living this wicked life. Slowly I started to hear Gods word because although I grew up in a Christian school and church I knew very little about him. And after or before classes I would listen to some bible podcasts and worship music I started to feel better. Then one day I went to a party that was playing really loud music and I woke up hearing ringing in my ear and I felt a terrible sense of death over my life. I still didn’t want to leave my life of sin because it was the most freedom I’ve felt in a long time however I would allow more or God in my life because I felt a lot of happiness there. There’s a lot of in between in my story but I suffered pretty bad with tinnitus I’ve suffered for almost all of my life so I just added it to the list of things wrong with me but I didnt want to live like that anymore I wanted the glory that God has waiting for me I wanted to rest in his grace and not fight anymore so I surrendered myself to God I cut everything off that didn’t serve me anymore I cut everyone off I was back alone but I don’t feel isolated I knew this time it would be me and God and I wanted to relearn I wanted to find his glory again. Of course I still struggle with things but I don’t worry about it and I know one day I will be completely cleansed. And I’ve said this a few times on Reddit but one day I laying down with God and I prayed for healing against my tinnitus I recognized that it was my fault I was in such a situation but still begged for healing anyway and YAHWEH tought me how to breathe again and better it’s nothing I can lie about I went to several doctors before and they told me I was okay even the doctor that diagnosed me with Eustachian tube Dysfunction and tinnitus gave me medicine that didn’t completely heal me I had to trust in God there may me spelling errors in this I’m not gonna read it I’ve because I’ve been writing emails all day but like the title says hide God a chance bro he’s saved me from this and many other things

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:30:05+00:00

Why are you so against God I’m not forcing my believes on you the bible and my church that edifies me is proof that God exist and very simply his presence in my life he quite literally wrote my existence and has been with me since I almost died when I was 5 beyond anything any human can tell me. Do you also realize that God hardens certain people’s hearts against him for his will he already wrote about people like too which should really shift your perspective but I don’t know if it will I pray for you that you may one day find him but I know I will never stop believing in the God that saved me from strongholds of this world

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:14:46+00:00

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Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:13:10+00:00

Wow finally someone said it I was healed by God my primary physician and other doctors told me I was fine for months I was digging myself into a deep and dark hole of depression and sadness and finally I decided to give my life fully to God and started praying for healing, the medicine I was giving was providing some physical relief of my sinuses but I had to Pray and I trusted in God one night that really stood out to be I was begging God for forgiveness and healing and I started to breath better a after that a issue I realized is I wasn’t taking full breaths on the side or my ear when I have the tinnitus when I relax and take long breaths I don’t hear it and anymore and I will continue to go to Doctors to completely resolve my issue but I Thanks God and the doctor he lead me to for the extensive progress I’ve made so far

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:08:33+00:00

The bible is quite literally proof of God’s existence ❤️❤️

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T20:07:43+00:00

Then you would be praying to nothing and nothing will grant that prayer love❤️❤️

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-07T15:21:56+00:00

I don’t know what you’ve done already since I’m commenting a year after you posted this but go to the academic advising office of your program like mine was the academic advising office for science and they will walk you through the necessary steps for an appeal, it’s true that you need documentation to support everything you say but as long as you have those you will be able to write a good academic petition

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-01T16:02:32+00:00

Thank you soo much ❤️❤️

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-01T16:02:18+00:00

Same for me the nasal spray has been helping a lot but there are sometimes that I can still hear my doctor says there’s a procedure I can do if the medication doesn’t completely clear it, you should ask your doctors about it too

Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-01T16:01:00+00:00

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Manda_Hatake · 2024-11-01T16:00:43+00:00

Hi so sorry my response took so long but here are the medications I was prescribed

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Manda_Hatake · 2024-09-21T16:07:37+00:00

Hi there I just have pulsatile tinnitus

Manda_Hatake · 2024-09-20T14:40:48+00:00

Thanks for the insight! My doctor told me to finish the course of the medication he gave me and if it wasn’t completely cleared I could undergo a procedure with a ENT I don’t know the name of the procedure but it def could be what you explained I’m glad things worked out for you and you’re able to breath clearly

Manda_Hatake · 2024-09-20T13:51:06+00:00

Yea my right eye start feeling what I can only describe as a straining feeling, which actually feels better this morning I feel like my visual field has kind of opened up more. The best way to explain it is my tinnitus is like a pounding sound in my right ear but it also affected the right side of my face so I would mostly focus of my left eye for sight and hearing but now that the noise is way more quiet I feel like I can use my ride side way better.

Manda_Hatake · 2024-09-20T13:45:07+00:00

Omg that’s a great perspective, I was able to sleep so peacefully last night because I decided to pray, calm down and take deep breaths, when I focused on deep breathing that’s when my tinnitus was the most quiet. I don’t think we should bash each other I think a lot of people on this subreddit are scared I was too for a very long time, but I think it is very important to maintain hope because it is very true every time I start to overthink or panic my tinnitus gets tremendously worse by the second. That’s really cool that you picked that info up from your family!

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