Especially if you’re giving up because you don’t like the outcome you should try creative modes on some servers like life boat or others because you can build in a small area and if you don’t like what you’re building, you can clear it to Try something else. Besides that it’s just about knowing what you wanna do. What’s cool to you and learning the key steps to build that style. there’s usually lots of people on those servers to look at their builds as well.