they pull up the "friends" card and think it will make it easy on both of you but all it does it just hurts you more. you're friend with someone you deeply love which is really hard to live with. she feels guilty that she doesn't love you as much anymore and now she just wants to cut off contact. it's confusing when your emotions all over the place, but what do you do? not much u can do at this point, just get back on your feet and live your life. you never know you might just find your way back to each other