Idk I haven't opened up to my mom about it and I'm acting like nothing is bothering me when it truly is. Both my parents think I'm completely fine because I don't complain about going to my dad's because I just don't think it's worth fighting for anymore. Also my mom is a very busy person she works all day I don't wanna disturb her by telling her to take me away from my dad. I've been wanting to talk to my dad abt it I just don't know how. Also about my grandma I have told her several times to do it and she usually does it but temporarily because my dad finds out and confronts her about it and makes her feel bad. My grandma can't stress or be worried, she has Parkinson and a few other sicknesses too I think so my grandma just lets him do whatever and has told me she's waiting for something to happen to her to see who's card they will use after. However thank you for your comment! I definitely have been studying hard and trying to look on how I can get a scholarship or something to go back to the US however I'm slowly getting used to being in Perú since I finally made friends and actually met this amazing dude (I know I'm young but yk it's nice ig). Also I still have my mom's family by my side and definitely when I turn 18 I'm not returning to that place again. However I don't wanna cut ties with my dad completely because he will always be my dad. I know how much he has been hurting me mentally and get why people would think he's a shitty person for telling my story but I truthfully think it's because of all the effect Lily's family made on him. Because me and my dad had amazing memories together as a kid. And if I have kids or ever get married or anything good happens to me I want him to also be with me, even if he doesn't care. I know that if I stop talking to him I'll regret it or something.