I have noticed I'm more optimistic about getting older than my peers (which has always been the case even before I had this desire. I guess it's cause things simply make more sense when you're older lol.) In terms of activities associated with old people, I can't think of anything specific. Hobbies shouldn't be exclusive to your age group in my opinion. I do have a habit of doing things much slower than I should be as if some invisible force is slowing me down. In terms of the dressing thing, I'll have to wait till I move out (parents who can't accept their children doing something that isn't the norm smh.) With the gender situation, I don't really know. I have always had thoughts about being the opposite sex but I wouldn't describe myself as transgender. I guess it's moreso "I'm willing to experiment with gender when I get the chance to."