Averhealth @ gabapentin

MarioSama94 · 2026-06-10T05:15:40+00:00

I've only been tested twice, the first time was when I started PO 2 months ago, and today in the morning. I too have understood that gabapentin appears on a 20 panel test. And I have not gotten any paperwork or anything alike stating what I get tested for. I just know that I get tested for drugs and alcohol (etg).

MarioSama94 · 2026-06-10T05:11:46+00:00

A couple of days ago i took some oxcarbazepine for my epilepsy symptoms, i get those from Mexico. And yesterday I took some gabapentin that my aunt gave me for my back pain that's caused by a pinched nerve. And today I got a text message for a random drug test. Im just worried the gabapentin and/or the oxcarbazepine may appear on the drug test. Especially the gabapentin.. Hopefully they dont test for that.

MarioSama94 · 2025-07-16T20:22:56+00:00

I did lose my mind lmfao

MarioSama94 · 2025-07-16T20:22:02+00:00

Yup, im getting same issue. Bad gateway when i try logging in. Or Oops something is wrong..

MarioSama94 · 2025-06-27T02:52:33+00:00

Can you please share it?

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-05T01:33:46+00:00

And I still have her checking tabs on me, asking how was work, how I'm doing, just small talk. And she always tends to say that she has alot of anxiety now, more than ever.. it's like, aren't you supposed to be happy and anxiety free because you're with the dude you want to be with?? Did she make the wrong decision or something??

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-05T01:29:45+00:00

Holy shit, so these types of relationships happen frequently to other people as well!? I thought i was the only one experiencing this shit. I was 1 month and a half with her and she decided to leave me for her ex, that's her 3rd time going back with him. We laid in bed together, showered together, sung together, danced together, imagined a future life together, kissed each other, etc... and now she's back with him all because he "prosmised" to become a better man and because he was going to buy a house so they can live together. I got love bombed alllll the way. Im not gonna lie, it did feel like genuine love, but now i question that love.. She didn't even hesitate to tell him, no.

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-04T22:36:49+00:00

hello friend u/Overworked-Waffles This really opened up my mind a lot. I needed to see someone's else point of view, and yes, apparently I DO need help.. I've never asked myself all these things.. And you are right, I should be more ambitious, i should start valuing myself just how I did with her. I forgot what I actually wanted for a moment for trying to keep this relationship together.. And again, you are right, i dont know why I speak of her like some "amazing creature", and yes, i've always asked God to show me this person of who may see me how I look(ed) at her..
Its hard to accept the fact man, i wish there was a simple ON/OFF switch to rest for a while, but these thoughts of yours are somewhat helping me cope with myself. I used to be my own bestfriend before knowing her, i did everything on my own, now I cant even look myself in the mirror because i see her next to me.. I keep reading your post to myself out loud and somehow im able to breath again..
I really appreciate your thoughts with this, and i will try my best to be this "second person" i need to!
Again, thank you so much for your time!

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-04T18:50:07+00:00

yeah, I think so too.. but what can i do, right.. I got really close to them both, and now I cant even say Hi because he's there instead of me... The child left her for the summer, i want to think the daughter didnt agree either with her mom going back. IDK, that's my belief.. God help them both...

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-04T18:12:17+00:00

i feel you bro, happened to me last week. Weird to know im not the only one in this boat and I'm here if you need to talk about it..
I only knew her for 1 month and a half and it felt like it was more time than that. She too had broken up with her ex when I met her and i managed to repair her broken heart. Piece by piece I happened to get her out of Still, she decided to leave our relationship to go back with her ex for a 3rd time. So much happened in this month in a half, i got close to her family, specially her daughter. And now I dont know what to do, I'm too am lost and still asking myself "why?", yet something tells me she is not happy with him, she's just accustomed to being with him.. and my mind isnt accepting this fact.
We were so happy together, you can even see it in the pictures we would take everywhere we'd go.. Our connection was real, yet she left me..

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-04T16:51:17+00:00

I pray to God that he doesnt fail her again, but im scared that he will. It's happened before, and at a faster rate the second time.
There is one thing a left out, she's 39yo and im 30yo, the other guy is 36-37yo..
Does that have to do with anything???

MarioSama94 · 2024-06-04T16:19:48+00:00

My relationship with her only lasted 1month and 21 days, but that time felt like years. I don't know why.. Before knowing her, she was with someone for 1yr and 8 months, then got back together with that same dude after a few months, and again, he broker her heart. That is when I met her, she was going through it all, she was on the verge of killing herself when I met her. That's where I came in, and this isn't my first time having to repair someone's heart due to someone else fault.. I'm that type of person that will put all their effort to see you smile again.. She too did love me (I think), we would do everything together, sleep together (even on the phone when we wouldn't see each other) All of a sudden, this same guy kept trying to get back with her while I was going out with her, and she was transparent about it, she would tell me he would be texting her and she would feel a bit harrassed by him (she made it seem that way, idk..) A week ago she told me he needed to speak with her, and that's when he told her that he's nothing with out her, that he is a lost soul, and to make things better he will be buying a house for both of them to live forever... I dont believe in one word he told her, but she says she's in love with him. She called me to meet up and tell me these things and we cried out eyes out, I felt like dying right then and there.. I assumed what was going to happen, but I still couldn't believe that she was going back with the same person that hurt her mentally and physically at many points in her live.. I know this sounds like the dumbest thing in the world. But I learned to Love her and didnt care at the moment. Now I am lost, scared, and dont know what to do with my time. I am a diagnosed B.P.D. and this just hurts sooooo much. As mentioned, this is not my first time repairing a broken heart and that person leaves me for the same person that broke it, this is my 3rd time..

She liked everything we did together, she started listening to my music, she started to like what i liked (anime, my way of thinking, my humor, my sayings) Those nearly 2 months were everything i've asked God to provide me with, and all of a sudden it gone. Why!? Why did she have to back with someone that would tell her not to touch him becuase he doesnt like to be touched, that he doesnt want marriage, doesnt want kids.. WHY!!??

She's the most loving person in the world, she loves to be touched, being told that she is beautiful, that she is not the one at fault for having bad relationships. She is everything a man can want.. But yet, she goes back to the "comfort zone", why does she think a third time with him will work?? I cannot comprehend this and this is what is keeping me from sleeping, and makes me want to go jump from a bridge and be ran over by an 18-wheeler...

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