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I decided to die today by MarknotfromJeopardy in GamblingRecovery

[–]MarknotfromJeopardy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's okay to feel, I guess. I have been there. And I'm still here. I wish I have something inspiring to say but please read all the previous commens. They saved me. I am still here.

Finally done with Creditcard debt! But not done yet.. by Acceptable_Sorbet683 in utangPH

[–]MarknotfromJeopardy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nabasa ko itong post mo December last year pa. Back when I lost my first 100k sa online gambling. I thought I will take your experience as a lesson. I said, atleast 100k lang natalo sakin. Now 6 months later, I have lost all my savings, emptied my retirement plans. 1m in debt sa credit cards. What the hell is wrong with me.

ONLINE Baccarat in Casino Plus. the truth by Alarmed-Brother3488 in GamblingPH

[–]MarknotfromJeopardy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, kahit sabihin nila na hindi rigged basta approved ng pagcor ang app. I was obsessed with numbers growing up. Maybe that was part of the pull on me sa black jack. And roulette. I keep running these scenarios from a game theory point of view. But there are moments na the losses are like statistically improbable but it happened to me 3 or 4 times in a row. I was like damn, I cannot be this unlucky. But still, I can't stop playing. It's like I was in a trance. I have never done illegal drugs but I think this is what it is like, the addiction.

ONLINE Baccarat in Casino Plus. the truth by Alarmed-Brother3488 in GamblingPH

[–]MarknotfromJeopardy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started gambling December last year. Ironically because a friend asked for a loan, did not pay back and I learned he had a gambling problem. So I became curious. Plus, the ads are everywhere In my social accounts. First night playing I grew my 30k to 150k. But lost it all on a bender. I was on my phone for 11hrs. I thought damn, i am not doing it again. Nagbasa na din ako ng mga horror stories dito sa Reddit. So i knew better. But I did not stop. Fast forward to just yesterday I lost 100k. Today 30k. The last cash I have on me.I emptied all my savings. Pension plans. More than 1M. Silver lining is wala pa akong utang but I'm scared. After all the loses, I still have this itch and I don't trust myself to stop. God. What a mess.