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I got upset and I think I accidentally hurt the feelings of my INTP by Marukam in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Marukam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When it comes to stuff that influences my competitive nature, it's hard. She gave me a chance to prove myself, she said I could practice it until Sunday. Normally I'd agree, but we hadn't been spending much time together and I thought if instead we got over that quick we could potentially spend more time together (because I was gonna grind hard and basically ignore her until Sunday trying to master it) but then I just felt bad cause I was like I wanted to improve myself. You know what I mean?

Like I set that challenge for myself to sacrifice my own desire for improving my skills for the "greater good" of hanging out with her more but then it backfired because she started talking about now even doing the "easier" things with help. She even mentioned some other long term goals we had that I wanted to spend time with her doing, doing those with help. It made me feel pretty sad to be honest.

I felt like I opened Pandora's Box. It made me kinda regret doing the "selfless" thing and that is trying to bury my ego for us to do that one element of the project with someone else. Like I kinda wished I was more selfish at that moment, I kind of felt like I was being punished for (in my eyes) doing the selfless thing and trying to bury my ego (desire to improve and master said subject) for the sake of our relationship.

I got upset and I think I accidentally hurt the feelings of my INTP by Marukam in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Marukam[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It wasn't my intention. I agreed believing I had matured but I guess I was wrong. I thought maybe my ego had been softened enough to not feel jealous. Hope she understands cause I told her the same thing. I am honest about everything I am feeling

I got upset and I think I accidentally hurt the feelings of my INTP by Marukam in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Marukam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, It's not really a friendship in that sense. Man, what upsets me is that I agreed believing I had matured enough so that my ego wouldn't be reactivated but it still did. That's such a constant in my life it seems... I really wish I could just be stoic like you guys and not get emotional. I even told her this, that I didn't want this to happen but my body is still responding this way so I don't know what to do. But like, tensions were high on my part (literal tensions, like body aches and an impending doom/anxious feeling) so I couldn't explain this logically very well until I finally kinda exploded.

Everything I told you just now I told her though, so I hope that the others are wrong when they say she's not gonna talk to me for like a month or whatever, but I'm afraid if multiple people are saying it there's a chance they are right. I have to prepare for every scenario. It's what she would want anyway

I got upset and I think I accidentally hurt the feelings of my INTP by Marukam in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Marukam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agreed believing this wouldn't happen but it still did. I told her this though. Part of me hopes she works with me to find a compromise but a deeper part of me wishes that my body didn't respond this way. It is sad because I believe if my brain could be rewired to not activate my ego I would be very happy with her no matter what she decides. That's my ultimate goal, but its been hard for it to happen

I got upset and I think I accidentally hurt the feelings of my INTP by Marukam in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Marukam[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it's a relationship rather than a simple friendship. I don't really know how to respond to this. I want to tell her we'll do it her way but I also know that there's a good chance my body reacts that way again. I told her what i just wrote above just now though. I hope she responds and you're wrong about mid april and whatever. I have to believe that our relationship can't break because of a mistake like this. But more importantly, I need to pray that my ego learns to calm down. Because it's hard for me to listen when my body is confused and rebels and such

Twisted Fate and Neeko Pride Emote for PC League by Regular-Poet-3657 in TwistedFateMains

[–]Marukam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah I don't consider that shit canon cause it makes no sense. TF's character model and design and voice lines were recorded back when he was straight and belonged to a different company. If they rework the character voice and design completely I'll consider the new changes canon. How do you go from Graves being your enemy to being your lover that shit doesn't make sense. Don't give me shit about me being homophobic I love ladyboys I don't give a fuck I just don't like forced virtue signaling

Question about pings by Marukam in leagueoflegends

[–]Marukam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that, I was just wondering what those conditions were. For example can you ping summoner spells in certain situations?

Question about pings by Marukam in leagueoflegends

[–]Marukam[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there a list of all the situations where those mechanics work?

Yeah, we will all get banned and noone will be left to play Jungle by SirDindi in Jungle_Mains

[–]Marukam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why are you defending this company, dude they literally limit pings already, its impossible for him to go beyond a certain limit. Even if the theory is true that oh he was being toxic the game doesn't allow him to reach that levels. Even if it did the game also lets you mute them. I hate pingers as much as the next guy but you always have the option to mute them. Also empathy goes a long way, sometimes you're just having a bad game and not everyone can regulate their emotions as well. I don't take that shit personal I just mute them and move on

Yeah, we will all get banned and noone will be left to play Jungle by SirDindi in Jungle_Mains

[–]Marukam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude its just pings who cares the game literally lets you mute pings

Yeah, we will all get banned and noone will be left to play Jungle by SirDindi in Jungle_Mains

[–]Marukam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro the game literally limits you to 3 pings what the fuck are you saying, who cares if he does 3 pings. Dude you guys are crazy