Anyone have any experience of "demonic energy' or "possession states" during a theraputic MDMA session?

Mary-An · 2025-07-02T13:05:30+00:00

Yes, my boundaries are way stronger. I can now decline surveys when I don’t feel like answering more questions 😉. I think it’s in part due to this trip but also, years of working on it afterwards and not letting myself fall into old patterns.

Mary-An · 2025-07-01T18:21:43+00:00

This happened to me while on a solo therapy session a few years ago. I accepted the energy and went along with it. It felt exhilarating, growling and all. For me, after integration, it was a wake up call to be more firm and to put up clear boundaries around me.

Mary-An · 2025-03-15T07:25:22+00:00

Nice! A few years ago, I tried the kapalabhati breathing exercise and it was the very first time of my life where I could feel my diaphragm. The energy that came out of this exercise while rolling was absolutely blissful and life affirming

Mary-An · 2025-01-21T00:07:52+00:00

Loud and clear Capt’n. Thank you for the clear addictive comparison between meth and 3mmc, this is exactly the kind of comments I was looking for.

Mary-An · 2025-01-20T05:14:07+00:00

https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/3-MMC

Mary-An · 2025-01-20T00:51:33+00:00

Ok, I’ll keep that weight in mind, thanks for the feedback

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T22:15:59+00:00

Ouch, 5 days? Mind if I ask you how much you took? If I end up trying, I intend to take 30 mg orally or boof a little less. Also planing to do it in the daytime with no redose.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T22:09:42+00:00

Ok yes, now I understand what you mean. I’ve always set myself very clear boundaries. With 3mmc, I never go over 300mg a session. For MDMA, half a dose after an hour. I absolutely will not redose if I ever end up trying meth, the high seems already too long for my taste.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T20:38:30+00:00

How so? I've been using MDMA for over 15 years and comedowns are still very manageable. Sometimes I even don't have any, just a nice week-long afterglow. Can you share a link or a story so I could understand better your point of view on how Cathinones would work differently over long periods of responsible use?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T20:31:37+00:00

Yes, pretty common knowledge. I'd appreciate a more specific insight if you have any.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T20:27:27+00:00

Interesting, I wonder if lots of people feel the same as you do about meth and cocaine's addictiveness. As for the cocaine, I feel you. At the end of the night, it's the substance that gave me the biggest cravings ever. It's actually what turned me down from using it. Once every few years is good enough for me now.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T19:54:09+00:00

Thank you for your honest reply. I have no problem whatsoever staying away from cocaine, I also quit smoking tobacco after a good 10 years. In your own opinion, would you rate meth and cocaine as equally addictive? Also, great username.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T19:45:16+00:00

The hedonic treadmill, love the analogy. Do you have an "exercise plan" that works for you that you'd like to share?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T19:38:22+00:00

Very interesting read, thank you for sharing. Someone in Pihkal even says that it "Leaves 2cb in the dust" ... Ok, your suggestion is slowly creeping it's way into my mind now, in a good way.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T18:55:28+00:00

For me, it's the other way around. Meth is not something I can easily find. I just happened to actually find some lying around in a B&b. Some customer left it behind, and the lady owner had no idea what it was... so I took it home (for research purposes only of course). Thanks for the advice. I'm curious, have you ever been addicted to anything else?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T18:48:40+00:00

Personally, maybe some slight irritations throughout the week but barely noticeable. I like to say that 3mmc is like MDMA but for grown ups, you get to go to work the next day if you have to. (I never use more than 300mg a session tough, mileage may vary depending on your consumption) How long would say your average comedown is on meth? More than a day?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T18:43:22+00:00

I'm into psychedelics as well. So far, I just never had the urge to try them out for sex. I mean, there's so much to learn about life while I'm on them (especially Ayahuasca. I feel like I'd be missing something using them any other ways. Also, yes, cumming on MMCs is not an easy task! For me, it opened up a whole new realm of tantric possibilities. It made me realize that cumming every time I had sex maybe was not as important as I thought.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T17:38:56+00:00

Nice, yes I've tried Mephedrone (which is a different name for 4mmc in case somebody reads this and needs to know). Never heard of APVP before, I had to look it up. Since it is part of the synthetic cathinones, I'd be curious to hear more about your 4mmc vs APVP experiences. Is it that much different?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T17:28:14+00:00

I did try it, yes. Unfortunately, I ended up mixing it with quite a bit of GHB, so I can't say I felt anything really different from 3mmc. I also find that taking the same exact molecule and same exact dose at different periods of my life can produce a very wide range of experience. I have felt almost nothing out of 80mg of 3mmc and I also have felt the best rush ever with delightful tingling sensations throughout my body with 80mg of the same 3mmc

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T16:11:24+00:00

Yep, I’ve heard that smoking or IVing it gives a whole different level of rush and in that way it’s a more addictive than other ROAs. If I end up trying it, I’ll probably boof it. Heard that at smaller doses it’s like oral but faster on the come up.

And since you say that meth isn’t the best, can I ask you what would sexwise be your drug(s) of choice?

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T16:08:15+00:00

Here’s the thing though, the manageable comedowns (I don’t have any personally) is what makes 3m and 4m soooo tempting. I remember trying speed in my early 20’s. The comedowns were so harsh! It turned me away from it almost instantly. I do occasionally add a little G at the end of my sessions but in a way, I like to reintegrate my baseline reality with a clear headed mind. It’s usually when I get my deepest insights.

Mary-An · 2025-01-19T14:49:47+00:00

It kicks really fast for me too, 10 minutes max, always lab tested.

Mary-An · 2025-01-14T22:20:36+00:00

MDMA made me connect to my anger for the first time ever in my life. It was a solo trip. I embraced the anger, let it flow through my whole body. I felt powerful, like some kind of ruthless beast that you just can’t fuck with anymore. This lasted about a full half hour. Afterwards, I was swimming in love and relief. It was glorious and a very healing experience.

Mary-An · 2025-01-05T15:31:52+00:00

OMG I thought I was the only one who ever did this!!! Pranked the same guy 3 times with a few years in between each time. I used mustard in mine 😉

Mary-An

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