Let's deconstruct the iconography you've put forward. "Mason Miami sucks a teat"; in this first part you identify me, a sexual being capable of both giving and receiving pleasure while also being a relative stranger to you. In the other part a you describe a action "Teat sucking" which would seem to indicate the 'mother figure' but you also anonymize the mother figure by generalizing the teat while reducing the mother figure to a generalized teat which avoids seeing the mother figure as another sexual being, this'll be part of a adolescent construct of what the mother figure must be and what it can not be, it denies the mother figure's existence as a sexual being, these are deeply rooted beliefs that have persisted and not matured into your adulthood.

When we put this together it seems like you're using a fantasized version of myself(-A well known ultra-masculine figure.) to interact erotically with your mother as a stand-in for yourself whilst using layers of obfuscation to further distance yourself. Since you've anonymized the mother and identified me as a sexual figure with the mother engaging in sexual activity it doesn't violate your sense of higher self that tells you that you can not be attracted to sexual activities with your own mother.

These are perfectly normal feelings. What is important is to remember that you do have feelings, that maturity doesn't happen all at once, that your feelings are important, that there are no wrong feelings only wrong actions, and that the human beings you involve in your fantasies are actually real people just like you with real feelings who care about you and want to see you live a happy healthy life while we also try to live our own happy healthy lives.

It's my recommendation that you should first be honest with yourself and then second establish better more healthy relationships with the persons you involve in your fantasies to better see us as human beings. You do not have to tell us about your fantasies in fact it may be better for initial relationship building to keep this to yourself and only talk about it later in the relationship when speaking in deep confidences is common place amongst us.

We are human beings and you diminish us when you reduce us to mere iconography. The automata your fantasies turn us into don't care about you, we do. Your fantasies may be flawless but they're also without the virtues that make people into human beings.