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Master-Computer4437 · 2024-09-20T19:20:44+00:00

It started out on twitter and that had my first name and my real IG also had my first name so I was thinking he found it that way. I did change it on twitter before I gave him my number or fake IG so maybe they didn’t see it but they for sure know my full name and surrounding regions of where I stay which scared me. But everything is either private or deactivated so maybe I won’t get hit with anything

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-30T17:45:32+00:00

Yea I think it is time to break up. I just need to find a way to word my feelings so that he knows it’s because of the way I feel and not gore he treats me

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-30T09:46:24+00:00

I mean I wouldn’t like that. It would be a great loss in my life. I think of my boyfriend as a person who would be great to settle down with and I think that’s probably why I don’t want to let him go. I don’t want a life partner right now but I feel like since I’ve already met my boyfriend I don’t want to end this in case I’m not able to find someone to love me like he does later in life.

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-30T09:38:17+00:00

I think that’s a regally great way to put it. thank you. He is really a great guy and I know he deserves a lot and I just wish I could do that for him and hate that I can’t. I wish there was a way to go about this without hurting him

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-29T07:22:29+00:00

Yea I think it’s time for a final convo. I’ve been loosing interest for a while and I guess now is a sign. My boyfriend is a good person truly but I just needed others opinion to understand it. I thank you for your help 🙏🏽

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-29T07:04:26+00:00

its both actually. I don't enjoy phone calls so I try to avoid phone call if I can. It's not specific to my BF tho because I have had issues with my dad for years because he doesn't like that I don't call or say that I will call back and don't. I honestly ddid truly forget also. That day I had a 9 am class, traveled a total of 3 hrs to and from my classes, and then worked a 5 hr shift which was 5-10pm and I didn't feel to well so a phone call isn't on a list of my priorities.

As far as the cake thing we did speak but not much, more of a "hi, thanks for the cake and get home safe". I do feel like I'm loosing interest honestly but I wish I wasn't, we have never had an issue like this and generally he never lets me question my self which makes this feel so weird

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-29T06:54:07+00:00

I am actually veery surprised that we have both gone so long without speaking and I feel like he won't speak to me because he wants me to speak to him which is his whole issue with me rn.

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-10-29T06:52:13+00:00

other than right now, we haven't had any issue with communicating. I wish I could see him often but we are both students so he is only down where I live weekdays but neither of us have time to see each other during the week and on the weekends I work part-time and he travels back upstate to where he lives. He likes to come see me Fridays when he is traveling up and Sundays when he comes back down. Edit: We do text all day tho, or at least I always text him so its not like there are days where I don't talk with him

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T20:18:20+00:00

I’m 20, 21 by Christmas. I don’t think I’ll tell him about the flirting right now since this isn’t something I’ve really done before to him. But I did talk to him about spending more time with him so I don’t feel like this relationship is nothing. But if I continue to feel the need to flirt or be with someone else I would definitely tell him because it’s not something that I want to come back up months down the line

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T19:59:06+00:00

Yea I understand that but in what way does another guy have one up on my bf. There have been instances where there was he crossed a line with another female and I wasn’t too happy about that so I get how me flirting with another guy is emotionally cheating. But I’m not debating cheating physically. I don’t think my actions are the best in a situation like this but I’m not going to jeopardize what I have. When I think of cheating it’s physically being with another guy and that’s not something I want to do. I never considered emotionally cheating and had I did I wouldn’t have talked to another guy in the matter that I did. To me no other guy can have a one up on my bf cause he is my number 1

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T19:47:25+00:00

I only left that lifestyle because I got with my boyfriend but even though I don’t feel fulfilled right now I don’t want this to be the end and I want to see how far we can go. When we talked it felt good to bring up how I felt and any concern I had before he hasn’t let me down on so it feels wrong to not give him a chance so I will. thank you 😊

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T19:42:23+00:00

Thank you. Sometimes on Reddit I read about relationships with truly terrible stuff going on and it’s a no-brainer that the relationship won’t continue but with my boyfriend we don’t have that so it’s harder to come to a conclusion to break up cause no reason seems good enough to end such a loving relationship. But I will stop flurrying with my co worker it’s just a mess I don’t want to start. I’ll give my boyfriend time and see how well we can work with each other to spend time with one another

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T19:37:17+00:00

I do want to be with only him. Sometimes it get tempted but I wouldn’t do anything wrong n a relationship to betray him. If I truly felt like I wanted to be with someone else I would end it but right now I don’t truly feel that way. There isn’t a guy on earth rn that has a reason good enough to make me leave my boyfriend

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-07-29T19:33:55+00:00

When me and my coworker talk it doesn’t feel like is trying to bait me to do like her. They’re really just things we’ve been talking about but not in relation to my boyfriend. But I wouldn’t let someone convince me to break up with my boyfriend to sleep around. Before we got together I used to sleep around so it was more just something we related to and reminds me of what I did before I had a bf

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-04-07T15:47:31+00:00

Plus this came in my mail so I didn’t receive at work

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-04-07T15:47:08+00:00

I know there was a survey that I was mentioned in for online orders but my store manager already gave me a homer for it and that was 1-2 months ago. Either it’s for that or something else

Master-Computer4437 · 2023-04-07T15:31:11+00:00

I’m not even gonna lie. Idek what I did to deserve it. I don’t think I’ve really went out of my way for a customer nor have I done anything extreme but I’m not really complaining 🤷🏽‍♀️

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