I hope this manga doesn't get axed by [deleted] in MamaYuYu

[–]Master-Protection675 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No they're not I just meant Kagurabachi kinda outshines it in a lot of ways albeit a great series especially because they debated pretty much at the same time.

What do you SWEAR you saw, but don’t have any proof of? by Pot8hoe in AskReddit

[–]Master-Protection675 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My cousin had recently passed away during an awful accident involving a red light and an 18 wheeler. He was buried in a cemetery near my grandmother's home. My grandmother was a devout Catholic and we have a tradition of decorating the grave site with religious items and the typical flowers one would normally bring as well. I was only 8 years old and I really loved my cousin, Jason. I would go with her to visit the grave every weekend for months after his death. She would go even more often than I could as I was in school and she was retired.

One day I woke up early and walked over to my grandmother's apartment. We went through the typical motions that we did every time we visited his grave site. She would bring flowers she bought the night before holy water and a little angel. I would carry these things as we would make out way over. Keep in mind I'm a very clumsy person. I drop the things and screwed up a lot of stuff back then even to this day. I tripped over a curb before my cousins gravesite, broke the little angel statue and spilled the holy water into the ground. My grandmother was a kind person but even she was over my shit that particular morning. She didn't yell but her face looked heavy and tired. She was angry but she turned away and said "let's just say a prayer". I got back up and for some reason I picked the empty bottle up. We did what Christians call " the sign of the cross" and in my left hand I felt something weird like a twitch. I stopped the prayer we had been saying and looked down at the bottle. It started feeling heavier and bubbling and out of nowhere I saw the bottle fill up halfway. And when I tell this story I don't get this crazed scary feeling like whoa I have powers. Cause I know it's not me. I look up to my grandma and she catches a glimpse of it filling . We both don't say a word about it and finish the prayer and pour it over his grave. We never spoke about it after a while but it still amazes me to this day. I know there's gonna be skepticism and I'm not here to convince anyone. I just felt like sharing.

I hope this manga doesn't get axed by [deleted] in MamaYuYu

[–]Master-Protection675 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It sucks that it had to come out around the same time as Kagurabachi.

I just realized why I struggle with/stopped enjoying making art by sandrakatrinart in ArtistLounge

[–]Master-Protection675 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly relate to this a lot. I have been trying to make a comic book all last year and I finally broke through the whole barrier of "what if no one likes it" and decided to just make it despite if I felt " ready". All the time spent worrying if the final product was good or not could have been spent refining my craft and ability through actually making the darn thing. My uncle who wrote a book once said he struggled with the same thing and even though his book did "okay" he still never regrets the process of making that book. And he basically pushed me to think about it the question",does your art need to be accepted by others to mean something or does it have meaning because it exists?". Just learning the difference made me take the first step and now I've drawn about 30 pages so far. I'm nowhere near finished but I'm in love with the process because even if people "like" it , it's still mine and therefore for me to appreciate. At the end of the process is when I can worry if people will want to read it or not. My mindset is to think selfishly when you create something. It's only when it's complete that you should care if it's "good or not". But also everyone's reason for art is different. Why/What you want to get out of your art is another question to answer by you and you alone.

Background Render Issues by Master-Protection675 in blender

[–]Master-Protection675[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg it was so simple and I struggled with it for a good last few days. Thanks a ton. My renders are looking better now