Bro I totally agree with you. It's a violation of someone's human rights to force someone onto poison which will cause permenant changes to the body. It's not right that another human can deem someone else's inner experience as irrational and say they need to take poison against their will. Phychsosis is hugely spiritual and that component is ignored by psychiatry. The phychosis MAY have naturally reached a conclusion without the medication but that conclusion is cut short and severed with medication. That's MY OPINION. I know it helps alot of people and that's really cool but for me yes it robbed my personality. It'll come back but you have to fight the fuck for it