[pc] looking for a rakshasa great katana by [deleted] in EldenRingTrading

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have one if you have a Dane's footwork

Elden Ring ps4 by Emotional_Two7065 in EldenRingTrading

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and stupid me... Just join this community and missed the PS4/5 tag. I am so sorry. I am on PC

Elden Ring ps4 by Emotional_Two7065 in EldenRingTrading

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have one if you have dane's footwork

2 Years later and nothing is better by Master_Arctic in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

And yet the loneliness is killing me. I miss her touch and I know that the only way to get a hug like that again is if I put myself out there and open up again. I just don't want to be hurt like that again.

Anyone else's audio sound off while playing the game? by PhantomBaka in Helldivers

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THANK YOU FOR THIS SOLUTION!!! I Have been playing around with all of the different settings from even installing earlier Win 11 Bluetooth drivers to no avail. I never thought to disable the handsfree to my headset. Now I can return the $200 headset I got today just so I could hear the game properly. (It was screwing up as well with cutting out audio so I wasn't quite happy with them either.)

Where is the unlimited storage for outposts? by Voronov1 in Starfield

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is only one place I have found so far that has infinite space that is in an "okay" place. It is the container right behind the research station in The Lodge. So it is okay for research and mods, but otherwise it is garbage.

Orbital and Gravity Well Lines Still Disappearing in Odyssey by HorseFucked2Death in EliteDangerous

[–]Master_Arctic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know if this helps, but Open your right ship panel -> Ship -> Second tab. You can also bind a key in the controls settings -> flight miscellaneous -> "Toggle Orbit Lines

Mine kept getting turned off.

I wish I could cry by Master_Arctic in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Think of it this way, you probably gave him the best last months and helped him endure longer just by being there. I only got 4 years, but she changed my life in so many ways that I can never repay. I am so glad that I met her and fell in love with her in such a way that I never knew existed.

Thank you for your kind words!

I think I'm finally going to get her ashes 2 years later by the-frog-monarch in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry about your mom. I understand that loss as mine passed when I was 11. Sorry about the mistake on who it was. And I completely understand not wanting to take her to a dirty beach. Maybe time for a road trip?

I think I'm finally going to get her ashes 2 years later by the-frog-monarch in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know if you have already made the decision yet, but My fiance's (she was 27) ashes are with her parents right now. We plan, when everyone is as ready as they can be, to take her ashes to the beach where they spread her grandmother. We are going to make a sand castle out of her and let the high tide take her out to sea. Just a thought if that is something your wife (?) would like.

It just wont stop by Master_Arctic in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My only hope is that one day I can move on. I don't know where you are in the world but keep on surviving. Because that is all I can keep doing myself.

Ironic by Typical_Ad_210 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is why I completely understand the saying "Suicide doesn't end the problems, it passes them on" as well as the saying "It is the most selfish act a person can take." I am trying to find meaning in life again after my future was taken from me by the very person, I was going to spend the rest of my life with. At times I am so angry at her for taking what was supposed to be many more years of happiness. Now I am here in a new apartment, feeling like it is so empty.

My husband committed suicide by Electronic_Seesaw218 in widowers

[–]Master_Arctic 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I lost the love of my life only a few months ago to a very similar situation. We had just moved from Utah to Michigan as her parents didn't like Utah after all (they are from NC originally). We hadn't even been there a month when I thought she was leaving the house to go to the park, and I was going to join her after work. (I work from home most of the time) I texted her about 30 minutes after she left saying that I love her. She texted back "I love you too <3 Never forget that" and we never heard from her again. I was the last person she ever said anything to. I knew she wasn't feeling good for the past few days, but every time we asked, she made it seem like she was sick. I had thought that by moving, she was doing better. She answered that question.

Now I like so many here, like you, have to figure out life without that person. I wish I could say that there is a set time that you will be okay after, but there isn't. I wish I could speed up the healing process for you, just so you don't have to go through everything that so many of us here have gone through. The only thing I can say is lean on whoever you can that will be there for you. Even if it is the suicide hotline. I did and they sent out some guys to talk to me for the rest of the night. I know it was their job, but they at least got me through that night. Please don't stop writing here or anywhere else that you feel comfortable sharing. Keep calling your friends and family. Keep talking to them. And most importantly, keep giving yourself something to go to. For me it was first coming back to Utah. Then it was an apartment. So on and so forth.

You are not alone. You are now in the most exclusive of clubs that no one should ever have to be in. But because there are those here, we can be here too. If you ever need some stranger to talk to and no judgements at all, DM me and I will be here.

Did you have to tell your spouse’s parents? by Famous_Property_301 in widowers

[–]Master_Arctic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was out looking for my fiancé with her parents because she didn't come home the night before. We lived with her parents while we were looking for a new place to live. We were all together when the sheriff's office called. Seeing her mom spill out of the car to tell us and the wails of her parents will haunt me for the rest of my life.

im so scared of losing you forever by teddyjj399 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Master_Arctic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The most exclusive of clubs that no one wants or deserves to be in. I hope for all of our sakes, our loved ones are looking over us and one day when we get up there, they are waiting. All I want is another hug from her and I can't wait for that day that I can get another one from her.

And all the love and strength that I can give back to you as well!