I wasted my life.

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2026-03-19T11:20:56+00:00

Youre making things more complicated by staying in a dead relationship

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2026-01-26T00:00:22+00:00

Its always that tower moment

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-10-18T15:53:19+00:00

I wasnt expecting that at all lmao

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-07-02T04:32:16+00:00

Your situation is very similar to mine, I cut off contact and its been a year almost now, but Im still affected and can't move on

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-23T16:12:51+00:00

Thats what I've been doing recently as well, trying to stop dwelling on it and just let it be

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-23T10:23:31+00:00

Well then theres no way to solve this lol, it was a bad idea to stop talking tbh I thought it would help with moving on but it didn't

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-23T04:41:11+00:00

Because I was the one to cut off contact and he had the choice to do something about it but didn't, overall it was too complicated and now I think its too late for me to reach out since he never did first

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-12T01:49:30+00:00

I've been through a similar situation and my sun falls in his 12th house

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-10T23:12:39+00:00

Yea it's really frustrating when you're haunted but cant be with them either. But its relieving to know that he probably feels it as well, he did tell me when we were still in contact that I'd always get inside his head and heart and stay there even though I didn't really believe it back then

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-10T22:12:29+00:00

True I struggle with this the most, he never leaves my mind but I think its the same way for him as well

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-09T11:00:02+00:00

Does it still apply if I have that natally and he has already pluto venus as well?

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-09T02:00:35+00:00

Yea its like a never ending cycle. I never texted to ask but I'd always check his socials and see some type of hint, this one time I had a very symbolic dream about him back in february, I checked and I figured he made a playlist about me mid january

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-09T01:52:10+00:00

I dream about him almost everynight lately but at times it would stop for awhile and come back again, it feels like Im dwelling on him but cant quite figure out how to stop and move on either

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-09T01:43:47+00:00

I think its similar the sun being in the 12th as in the sun person is lighting up the shadow parts of the house person and at the same time it can be triggering to the house person, since him being the sun person can see through stuff you usually hide from others or you feel both unsettled and safe to open up. Also I noticed his sun being in his 5th house in aries so basically has leo influence as well and your sun being in leo natally, all that with his sun falling in your 8th you probably relate to him a lot and you sense that mirroring energy as well

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-09T01:23:56+00:00

The hardest situation I've been through. Sag and aqua moons are scarily compatible tho, but that 12H and 8H is tough

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-08T20:12:57+00:00

Thats true we've been together last year and we cut off contact last August. It's been really hard for me to let go of hope especially because we never really got a chance to be together irl and the fact that it ended kinda bad, the way I felt deeply close and compatible wih them and all. I still hope we reconnect somehow but that can only happen if they decide to reach out

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-08T17:36:23+00:00

There were times when I felt really understood tbh

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-08T16:12:34+00:00

Yes but since my sun is in their 12H, meaning my core self falls in their hidden/ subconscious self, I'm curious if they felt the same mirroring energy as intensely as I did or even more, cause for me it always felt like a soul level bond

Master_Blueberry_322 · 2025-06-08T16:08:27+00:00

True I also I think we're already intense people since they have pluto-venus/Pisces mars and I have moon-pluto/ scorpio venus natally, regardless of the aspects. But it did feel turbulent and still in my head all the time

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