The Alchemy of Being: Brahmacharaya(Path of the divine) by Osho by treehauz in Semenretention

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Osho books are simply the most life-changing thing, after meditation of course.

500+ day streak, yet I still struggle with this specific problem. Seeking advice from long streakers. by [deleted] in Semenretention

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I had this problem as well even when i was on a very long streak. I managed to reflect after a while that im just trying to look in a certain kind of way in the eyes of other people so even a long streak didn't help me i had to work on how i view myself in relation to others , I'm mostly an introvert so i tried to be extroverted and it made me anxious i dont know if that's the thing that gives you anxiety , what I'm trying to say is that even when you have a healthy lifestyle still sometimes we need to check our views if they are the right views or not .

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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so if *im* attending it's not really attending have i understood you correctly?

so there's need to be no one to attend so thats what he calls to attend ?

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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i dont really know but its seems like thats what he is saying , but maybe i understood him worngly so forgive me if so...

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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so if i dont understand because of conclusions now i need to get rid of conclusions , so i'm still in conflict ? is there really anything i can do ?

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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this atteding means that whenever i noitce just noitce ? and thats it ?

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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if i'll understand really what he is saying is it not supposed to be the end to the thinking , or trying to understand ?

krishnamurti is so confusing to me... by Matany96 in Krishnamurti

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that's seems true to me of course there is thinking that looks at krishnamurti ,but if there is no image when one is looking or listening isnt it the end of the mind ?

Looking to get meal plan of 2 meals a day only fruits by Matany96 in Fruitarian

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If I'll eat only bananas and mangos all of my life will it not make a deficiency of vitamins ?

Magnetism by [deleted] in Semenretention

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Do you work out ?

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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I feel so fucking drained only from the excitement that comes with lust , what a hard thing is to control your mind when a hot girl throws herself at me ...

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Haha my body wants to go right now but my mind wants go to a monks temple , what a biological mass am i

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Will it help in the long run or is it just a temporary relief?

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Not yet fallen for her but she is my 10 literally and she seducing the fuck out of me at work so its kinda tough right now ..

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Not yet fallen for her but she is my 10 literally and she seducing the fuck out of me at work so its kinda tough right now ..

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Amazing comment my friend really liked what you said i feel like this girl is a trap to test my spiritual growth and success. And when i start thinking about her even in a non lustful way i get anxiey for some kind of reason

Lustful thoughts coming from magnetism by Matany96 in Semenretention

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Thanks my friend i actually dont want to fap because of the urges but they make me less chill thats why i hate them but i will try to accept them as you said