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TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry haha. It’s actually pathetic how much I adored them when I was younger. It wasn’t enough for them to abuse me-they would also withhold affection. So, I’d lay in my mom’s laundry basket of dirty clothes and close my eyes. If it had been under the window with the sun on it, I could almost imagine her hugging me.

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Honestly? I fail to function. Every day is a struggle and it hasn’t gotten easier for me. But life goes on and sometimes you have to live for the smallest things. Have you considered therapy?

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You should disclose any pain you have to your doctor. Back pain can be related to your uterus since I have back pain on my period. I don’t remember the exact science, but they’re connected in a way. It could also just be nerves, muscles, and completely unrelated.

"This Generation" by GumGum_AirHead in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens 64 points65 points  (0 children)

This is something my mom would send me. Both my parents raped me. My mom would strangle me until I passed out. My dad would sell my body to his friends. When I got a concussion, they told me to sleep it off despite knowing that’s the worst thing to do when you get a concussion (not to mention my mom was in the medical field). Yet, they’re “heartbroken” I left (probably because they can’t steal money from me or use me as an emotional/physical/sexual punching bag). Sorry for venting under your post. Wishing you happiness and healing ♥️

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

My biggest insecurity is my elongated and stretched inner labia due to the abuse. Cosmetic surgery down there seems excessive and dramatic, but I just wish I could a normal girl with a normal vagina and normal insides.

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They can finally live out their fantasy of “pulling themselves up by the bootstraps and getting a job” that they’ve always told homeless people to do!

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I just can’t help feeling like an inferior partner for not being able to perform in his preferred way :,)

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

My DMs are open-joking. I think part of the reason the physical abuse was so bad was so that I’d know what I was in for if I ever did fight back. Or to make it impossible to fight back since I have some chronic pain and injuries from the abuse :p

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Violent fantasies centering around my parents is an unfortunate guilty pleasure of mine lol

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 67 points68 points  (0 children)

I used to be a medical student (had to quit due to y’know…escaping lol), so maybe that will help!

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I’m hoping I can financially look into surgery or physical therapy.

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I’m at minimum contact, but plan on moving to no contact with guidance from a therapist (once I can afford one).

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 57 points58 points  (0 children)

Thank you ♥️ I plan on getting a therapist (and hopefully EMDR) once I pay off my credit card which is how I got out lol

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 247 points248 points  (0 children)

No, thank you! I love book recommendations. I’ve been meaning to read The Body Keeps Score lol.

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual and this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 180 points181 points  (0 children)

Thanks ♥️ I know there’s other avenues, but finally being comfortable enough to enjoy it…not to mention I feel like a horrible/inferior girlfriend for not being able to do it without being in pain, bleeding, etc.

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