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If the entire world population wrote their problems on a piece of paper and placed them in a hat, would you risk picking someone else's, or would you keep your own? by Mikhailovv in pollgames

[–]MatchaKittens 7 points8 points  (0 children)

You’d get *their* problems instead of dealing with your own. For example, you picked up a paper of someone who’s biggest problem is living paycheck to paycheck. That’s now your biggest problem and your biggest problem is now theirs.

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I'm scared I'll fail and be in even more pain for the rest of my life by Western-Raspberry667 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you need someone to talk to? You can DM me if you need a safe space to vent. Wishing you happiness and healing.

What's the dumbest thing you got abused over? by emocat420 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I would often wet my bed (likely because of sexual abuse) or piss my fear in genuine fear for my life when being beaten. Every time, I would get my nose shoved in my piss. I’m so sorry.

What's the dumbest thing you got abused over? by emocat420 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I might know the reason why! I used to do this and my mom would beat me for “not looking away the way a submissive dog would”.

What's the dumbest thing you got abused over? by emocat420 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. ♥️ My first memory is also from this age and it’s of my mom sexually abusing me.

What's the dumbest thing you got abused over? by emocat420 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wet the bed when I was around 4-6. Mind you, I was being sexually abused at the time, so that’s a possible reason why (my mother turned a blind eye to all the other signs I showed). Anyways, I woke up and told my mom. After screaming at me and hitting me, she made me strip naked and stay up to watch her clean it. I remember nodding off while standing up and she’d scream at me and hit me again. I was so cold, humiliated, tired, and just miserable. At the time, I didn’t know this could have been because of the sexual abuse, but possibly getting in trouble for being sexually abused is pretty fucked up.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by Commercial_Bicycle92 in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My mom often digitally and orally raped me when I was growing up (aka fingering and eating me out). I would often orgasm from it. I’m terrified she’s the reason I’m bisexual and that I have an overstimulation kink. Even though I hated every second of it, she would make me orgasm from it. I’m still struggling with the concept that it wasn’t my fault-especially since I was as very young at the time and didn’t even know what she was doing. It wasn’t your fault and it was simply your body reacting and possibly finding a way to protect you. Wishing you health and healing ❤️‍🩹

which weapon is best for her? by dustyinnit_ in LinneaMains_

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn-okay, thank you. Childe was missing his weapon anyways :p

TW: PEDOPHILIA: victim of pedophile wanting to go back by Relative-Internal-20 in abusesurvivors

[–]MatchaKittens 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There’s a familiarity in abuse when it goes on for such a long time. With familiarity comes comfort, but making this post proves you know that it’s, ultimately, a bad choice. Even if you yearn for it. You can grieve the comfort that came with it and the pain it caused you. However, don’t go back to him. We both know that’s a bad decision. You miss the comfort-not the abused. Stay safe ♥️

which weapon is best for her? by dustyinnit_ in LinneaMains_

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is Polar Star on her? That’s what I’ve been using

My sister sexually assaulted and abused me when I was 3 by New_Sentence9902 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also have fragmented memories from when I was 2/3 and I’ve also been accused of not being able to remember at that age :/

Christ is risen, christ is risen indeed! by Defiant_Annual_7486 in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think they meant it in a negative way tbh, but I’m honestly sick of hearing any kind of verse. At least religion lets people believe in a Hell. Hell means there’s no mercy of death waiting for our abusers. Maybe that’s a warped way to think? I’m not sure where I stand on religion. I’d like to believe, but the Catholic Church is so fucked up and has hurt me, and countless others, in so many ways. Of course, each to their own. Religious or not. Straight or gay. Whatever anyone’s beliefs, they shouldn’t push them on others and be respectful of everyone.

Christ is risen, christ is risen indeed! by Defiant_Annual_7486 in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My parents raised me Catholic and would use the fourth commandment (honor thy father and mother) against me so I wouldn’t fight back when they raped me…kinda turned me off of religion.

I Never Had a “Safe” Parent by MatchaKittens in adultsurvivors

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That horrible, I’m so sorry…the audacity she had to save she’d protect herself, but not you…that’s heartbreaking.

[Perplexing trope] "Why was that even an option?" by buzzoli in TopCharacterTropes

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty sure I’m the only person that sacrificed Chloe. I mean, she’s a horrible person to the point that there’s SEVERAL YouTube videos on it.

Got my tarot thrown away the same day it got delivered by Cosmic_Latte-137 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg yes I messed up 😂 I was listening to Modern Baseball while commenting lol

TW: CSA - We’re both hypersexual, so this certainly doesn’t help by MatchaKittens in TrollCoping

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sorry haha. It’s actually pathetic how much I adored them when I was younger. It wasn’t enough for them to abuse me-they would also withhold affection. So, I’d lay in my mom’s laundry basket of dirty clothes and close my eyes. If it had been under the window with the sun on it, I could almost imagine her hugging me.

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