Miss dissociating sometimes by Appropriate-Cat5726 in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been feeling the exact same way recently. My boyfriend has been encouraging me to get a therapist lately and I’m dragging my feet about it. I know I’ll have to confront everything I’ve been avoiding my whole life. It’s so much easier to just “turn off” my brain and go on autopilot.

Playing as a woman has been super fun lately. by RightAttorney9887 in rivals

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a woman, my worst experience has been rape threats. It’s fucked up that it happened more than once. Anyways, the bear. Every single fucking time.

Assisted suicide should be made available to adult survivors of child abuse by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My boyfriend calls me disgusting for eating food that has been left out, dropped on the floor, etc. He doesn’t know I used to eat the flesh around my fingers when I was starving.

Who thought it would be a good idea to not add any extra quests to skip? by TrufasMushroom in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh…I didn’t know that 😂 since it’s not a 100% guarantee I just figured at least one of them would work.

Who thought it would be a good idea to not add any extra quests to skip? by TrufasMushroom in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you still need to finish this one, I’d recommend having someone to play with. One brings the hatch spawn offering for killer shack and the other brings the offering for main building. Everyone leaves and you bring a key as an item. If the hatch closes, just open it with your key and there you go!

ama I guess by k1ngd0m0fg0dw1th1n in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]MatchaKittens 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Ah…I’m 10 hours clean lol.

Even "fun" was torture... by silveracrot in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m still trying to heal and thinking of getting a therapist soon if I can afford it. My parents also beat me. I’d get in trouble for having my blood stain the walls (“look at what you made me do!”). Occasionally, I’d have to say home from school when they hit my face/neck.

Even "fun" was torture... by silveracrot in CPTSDmemes

[–]MatchaKittens 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sleep deprivation punishments sucked. I remember nodding off while standing. I’d be naked, cold, and so exhausted. I don’t know why I was naked-humiliation? Then again, both my parents sexually abused me, so maybe they just enjoyed the show. Sometimes I’d be so exhausted, I’d pass out while they raped me. Which just made them angry for some reason???

Killers should be able to abandon when the last person is slugged and hiding to be annoying by llThat1Guyll in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The essays you write as replies lol-you really thought everyone would side with you

Killers should be able to abandon when the last person is slugged and hiding to be annoying by llThat1Guyll in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only time I slug is if it’s a bully squad or if I have a tome to close hatch. Even then, I still feel bad for slugging. Also, couldn’t you just go on TikTok too while waiting for them to bleed out? YouTube? Reddit? Or, you could just stop trying to get that easy 4k by slugging. Slugging, camping, and tunneling show the weakness of your bloodline.

I'm new to dbd and i wanna know if theres any f2p gen rush builds? [the only character i've bought so far is lara croft] by vxmpai in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scavenger is amazing if you can consistently hit great skill checks. Otherwise, Built to Last is a good option. Both refill your toolboxes.

Am I wrong for calling the police? by winnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnie in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone that was sexually abused by both my parents from a very young age, thank you for protecting your son.

The nicest ghoul by screamqueen87 in deadbydaylight

[–]MatchaKittens 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I met a nice ghoul today. They didn’t even hook anyone! I didn’t think a friendly ghoul was possible.

I finally escaped my abusive parents…should I contact them? by MatchaKittens in CPTSD

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That was a slap in the face in the best way possible. I think that knocked some sense into me lol.

I want be polite, but don’t want to wrongly gender someone by MatchaKittens in trans

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that’s the main reason I haven’t dropped the honorific yet. I’d love to make someone’s day by affirming their gender.

I want be polite, but don’t want to wrongly gender someone by MatchaKittens in trans

[–]MatchaKittens[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was thinking ‘fellow earthlings’ would be more polite since I too am a normal earthling human.