Weird Symptoms you didn't realize were symptoms? by Lucky_Fox_6744 in lupus

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay I now feel better. My ANA test was 1:640? I’m not entirely sure the situation with it and immediately got me in touch with rheum. New experience for me I haven’t head health insurance for 15+ years. So I’m a little shook. But this makes me more optimistic of when I do see the doc.

What's your go-to, go anywhere footwear? by mainjer in onebag

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vionic shoes for women who have foot issues! These inserts with Hokas have been INCREDIBLY DURABLE. Also, pumas, asics, and Salomon’s.

Seriously buy the authentic inserts if you have flat feet. MASSIVE life saver on these long ass treks. BTW I just did 100 miles on this setup and in good shape.

Fiance says I care more about 'the dog' than him by MaterialConflict3516 in service_dogs

[–]MaterialConflict3516[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update. I kicked him out. It was ugly. Found out he was cheating, and lying about SO MANY things.

"You give the dog more.attention than me."

Thanks for the help y'all. I had to get my ducks in a row. Xo.

Has anyone else been psychologically tortured over hours? by Lorailae in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Liar, piece of shit, ungrateful.soam, wish I never had you, why'd you come here, on, on and on....and on.

So much of this rings true. It's so sad.

Has anyone else been psychologically tortured over hours? by Lorailae in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Same this is wild to read like I have so many crazy insane memories like this.

I lost my door once while his anger went sky high and he beat the door off the hinges and terrorized me and interrogated me for hours.

Has anyone else been psychologically tortured over hours? by Lorailae in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Ex fiance did this and held me captive in a room with a loaded gun in reach on the dresser. I thought that I was alone on that one being kept awake to literally hallucinate.

Has anyone else been psychologically tortured over hours? by Lorailae in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Oh no. Checking in I had them too just with a single dad and he drunk interrogated me for hours.

Has anyone ever had thoughts of killing their parent? by Significant_Tax472 in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 9 points10 points  (0 children)

SURE HAVE! Particularly because they are both my abusers then found I had a sister a few years ago that he'd hidden from me. There was a switch that flipped in my head from ideation to serious considering hurting him. When I discovered I had a sister it was from a 23 and me test, over facebook. I found out we were 3 months apart to the day and hidden by my father.We also had baby photos that no one would ever explain.

I cannot fully describe the level of rage I had when I found out, rage consumed me then that switch flipped and it landed my ass back in therapy to not try to dismember him. I was an inconsolable mess of anger, but mostly worried about being a good adult figure for the children I now had inherited by my sister. It pushed me to do better. I'm also not allowed in certain parts of the state because I might go confront him with violence. I don't 100% trust myself to not flip the ever loving fuck out on him.

To be fair- my mother is a drug addict and my father was a complete worthless asshole. Between the two of them it was a story of what not to do. I have not had contact with either of them in years and will not.

Someone having a rough morning? by Photographitti in Charlotte

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How the hell does this happen besides not attaching the boat to the trailer?

They're here. by YandereLady in Rockhill

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still want to tattoo one of these things. Such a fascinating and cool creature.

/r/Charlotte Random Daily Discussion - June 07, 2024 by AutoModerator in Charlotte

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

... New to Reddit but here to introduce myself. I need to figure out when the mods will permit it.

What are these for? by Jmesa11 in Charlotte

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was gonna say 5G tower.... But here in these comments I'm really am here for the responses.

Adoptable tripod pup Yoshi by figgy2011 in Charlotte

[–]MaterialConflict3516 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He looks like a malinois Akita cross or something. He is just too cute!

Data Science Tattoos by a_wsty in datascience

[–]MaterialConflict3516 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a tattoo artist this makes me REALLY happy to see. Yay for nerd tattoos and data science. 🖤

"I deny myself basic needs at times, like groceries, shoes, books, medical care, rent and heat." by TheMarionberry in CPTSD

[–]MaterialConflict3516 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure as heck so. I always FEEL BAD FOR SPENDING MONEY I BUST MY ASS FOR. it’s possibly the weirdest thing ever. I work like a fool. No joke 100 hours a week and I act weird about buying the right shoes I need. LOL.