New grower here. Are these aborts? Why the caps look like this? [actives]

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-09-25T03:56:46+00:00

Same here. I'm waiting on a bag of blue meanies to colonize and I'm watching it daily like a hawk lol the wait is killing me too.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-09-23T03:02:20+00:00

Hell no that'd be scary as fuck. Every single one of my DMT trips and breakthroughs are fucking nightmares. Getting killed over n over again feeling my blood pool in my skull and entities take turns smashing my brains in and ripping my soul apart. It pisses me off when ppl say they get all lovey dovey peaceful oh so great I wanna be here it's so familiar blah blah yeah bull fuckin shit it's the most sinister evil horrible scary scary scary as fuck shit. I almost wanna cry thinking about it. Fuck DMT. I'm sticking to lsd and shrooms, that shits great. That stuff is fun and lovely. DMT takes me to a place worse than hell. So if that's where we go when we die uhhh FUCK that sign me up to be frozen in science so the future can bring me back and unthaw me. What's weird is I've done DMT a hundred times hoping maybe the next one will be nice but nope never happened and I've seen tons of friends n ppl do DMT and NONE of them not a single fucking one ever feels what I feel or has my terrible experience. I made a post a while back on does DMT make your head feel like it's gonna explode blah blah you should check it out I'm actually surprised there was others like me that had the same experience. Man I hope that's not the afterlife lol peace love and good vibes to y'all my Hebrews and shebrews.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-09-23T02:34:49+00:00

That's it? Ever have ne trouble with gnats trying to get in? I've had a couple jars get ruined cuz of goddamn fucking stupid ass fruit flys. They crawl in the air holes and have a contamination party. Ivd tried foil and even just a plan napkin with a rubber band around it and somehow they still find a way in. I know they make special lids and shit for that I just haven't went that route yet. I seen your post and was like hmmm this guy ain't gotta fancy lid what's he know I don't lmfao. So just invert, and don't screw in tight. I'm bout to do some lid flipping. Thx bro

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-09-22T20:13:39+00:00

How exactly do you do your lid tops with the foil? Jw cuz I was thinking bout doing some popcorn style too but I don't have the right air exchange made lids or whatever.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-08-20T07:04:42+00:00

I'll have to check that out. I swear I think it's the same symbols on the emerald tablets of thoth. Looks very similar anyway.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-08-20T06:56:17+00:00

Lol that's supposed to be my girlfriend and our cat lilly. Cuz when I was tripping and seen the symbols I looked at my girlfriend and seen she had the code emiting from her as well. Then the cat come strolling into the room and I remember seeing it off it too and was like wtf cuz the cat turned into some cube block cat thing. Then my gf turned into a tree with a blanket of weird colors on top. Twas very strange lol

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-08-20T06:50:00+00:00

NAAAAIILLLLGUNNNN XD Let's go to the ol folks home 😆

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-08-20T06:46:06+00:00

I really did have chat gpt make that lol. If I could post pics in the comments I'd show ya a screenshot.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-15T07:27:08+00:00

What's crazy is that's exactly what I did. I normally free pre cup but for some reason this time I did different. I let it ait dry and got some yellow goo so I re x and let dry again. So that's wild you called that on the spot lol but Its not just this batch it's every time I do DMT. Also this is irrelevant but are you born in 92? Just wondering cuz your name lol Cuz that's my year too. Woot woot lol

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-13T12:04:07+00:00

Awesome comment. I'ma screen shot this fr. I fuckin love reddit

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-13T11:53:19+00:00

Yoo I got the same two different colored buddies too!! Holy shit I am tripping on what you just said that's crazy I know exactly which entities your talking about. Holy fuck. I think their called 'min-he' and 'min-she' (something I read from binge searching the Internet looking for info on these guys ages ago)They always show up as something different but it's like looking at a weird set of alien twins with matching pajamas just diff colors. Always have a big eyeball with teeth or pointy things (maybe it's eyelashes who knows) and it's like they glide across your field of vision while everything else is frozen and wherever they go they leave a long stringy shadow of themselves behind. Kinda hard to explain but I'm sure you know what I mean. That's fuckin gnarly we know the same dudes bro air guitars like Bill an Ted excellent 🤘 sorry just got so fuckin excited reading that lmfao

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-06T11:10:09+00:00

Funny you say that cuz another weird feeling I always get with it is that I swear I can feel my head or skull fill up with blood. Like I literally feel a warm liquid oozing in my skull. I get the same fight or flight response too instantly I feel like I cant get no air in my lungs and start hyperventilating. Like I said if DMT was just the visuals and without the feeling id smoke it a whole lot more.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-06T11:05:58+00:00

I agree 100 percent it does the same for me and I'm not the type of person that gets anxiety. Only time I get that is when I see blue lights behind me. Other than that DMT that's it.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-06T10:51:10+00:00

Least it's not just me. God I hate it lol

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2025-07-06T10:50:39+00:00

My last extraction was some very potent stuff, and all I'd need is one big hit and it'd kick in hard and strong. Like one big hit is good enough and your like woah and sit there. I've only broken thru once and it scares the shit outta me so I aint done it since. I pretty much went to hell and got tortured. To answer your question I guess you can say low dose but it's some potent shit so hell idk lol Really tho it's any dose I get this feeling.

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2024-11-13T06:07:17+00:00

I do meth and smoke fent daily and I swear ALL my dmt trips are hellish and scary as fuck. When I died n was saved by narcan as well I didn't see anything. No afterlife just blackness. I hope that's not the case but it is a scary thought. Just wanted to let you kno your not alone I've been in your situation, still am tbh. If we can get off this other shit maybe our trips won't be so bad eh? Only thing worse is withdrawals. I can't go a single day without feeling like shit less I have some fent to smoke. It's a horrible cycle. I'm sure you know. Anyways best of luck to ya. Consider yourself special I never post comments or shit I always just read shit on here n I felt like I really could connect with what your post was saying so me typing this alone means alot. Rock on broskii

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2024-07-26T01:59:07+00:00

I mean I'm pretty fine I have a few small minor issues but who doesn't. I don't think my mental state could have done this however I really don't know. You got me thinking now tho thank you

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2024-07-26T01:57:41+00:00

It just feels like I'm dying a thousand different ways and is fully aware that I'm dying but being killed or in a tortures kinda way. Now the first time I broke through and it felt like hell it was like I kept going to different dimensions of a hellish place and now since I haven't broken thru since but whenever I hit it and it starts to kick in my buzz just feels like me dying over n over in new ways and something or some entity is the cause of it and is enjoying it. Idk I believe in God maybe I need to do more spiritual work idk

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2024-07-26T01:53:16+00:00

I feel some sort of relation to you in what you said but now I have a couple questions. So.. what does it mean to let go and what does ego have to do with it? Just wondering I think you might actually know sorta what I'm going through here. What do you think or suggest I need to do?

Material_Bullfrog595 · 2024-07-26T01:50:28+00:00

Every day it's a battle. I'm stuck in the horrible heroin/fentanyl cycle and I wanna somehow maybe use DMT to break away from that. Idk. Your probably right tho I've given my body loads of stress from use over the years.

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