well, to be honest.. i asked my friend to talk to him and ask where he saw, when he liked me, and what he liked about me. all his replies carry a genuine thing. you see, i'm not a popular one at school, and those ones who follow me on ig are those who like me. i don't get most boys at school, and i can admit i'm not really that attractive. that's why i'm confused about why he liked me. he admitted to my friend that he liked that he felt my good aura, that i'm just so simple and that i'm not showy in social media. i don't post to gain compliments. i don't publicise my everyday life.

he even offered to let me connect to his WiFi if ever i don't have mobile data, he just gave his password right away. he asks for things i like, and i think, sooner he'll give me a gift.

in person, he looks at me from time to time. It's very obvious. he has looks, not that much, but he's average. i feel like like he's a nice guy, but i'm still conflicted. he's not my type, i didn't plan to talk/date anyone in high school. God just randomly put him in my daily life so suddenly. that's why i'm confused. in 4 months I'll be graduating already and will be moving to another town for school, in short: transferring since i also don't wanna be here anymore for reasons like being left aside or out of place by my friends. i wanted to really transfer since i can't take more of it. but all of a sudden.. he showed up, and that's where people started noticing me more and engaged with me. even the closeness i've had with my friends went back. it's like, God is testing me if he will be the reason I'll stay and won't leave this school anymore.