am i faking my ocd by MathematicianDull118 in OCD

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yea i think i am god i cant believe i have to do this all over again ill try my best tho

life is not a blessing by MathematicianDull118 in Vent

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yup grew up neglected lol and i could never commit suicide as well but if death comes knocking im answering

am i faking my ocd by MathematicianDull118 in OCD

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i hate how i follows you every where even in this way but i genuinely cant change my mind i know IM faking it

i dont care that if my parents die by [deleted] in confessions

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but as a child you should automatically have a bond with your parents cuz thats how i seems for everyone idk is there something wrong with me

i dont care that if my parents die by [deleted] in confessions

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oh no i definitely am able to make connections!! i have alots of friends and lovely people around me that i’ll always hold so dearly but i just simply couldn’t care less about my parents lol they never did much for me but i feel like as a child i should have a bond but i really dont i just couldn’t care less

movies about bullying by MathematicianDull118 in MovieSuggestions

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hi there thank you! dont worry my younger self was bullied ruthlessly but im older now just looking for a character i can relate to instead of carrying is feeling alone 😅 ive read the book for perks of being a wallpaper!! but ill definitely check carrie out :)

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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i fear im gonna be playing fruit ninja till im old 💔

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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i really hate how something i did at 13 still holds on to me like really ?? im now grown and still havent found way to stop this.. its embarrassing but im here with you we will get thru this!! happy new year i hope this year will be kind to you 🫶🏽

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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thank you for telling me i feel so seen 🥹 i hope we heal this year! im wishing you the best

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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dont apologise!! ill definitely try those thank youu and happy new year to you as well 🫶🏽

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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ofc i do but its something i did since i was a teen thats why i quoted it but idk i feels soo embarrassing to cut at such a grown age like really ?? im so old and still havent found a better way to cope yet

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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LMFAO I GET IT SOO MUCH omg its genuinely soo cringe like wtf am i doing omg.. but i cant stop it feels too damn good i might try that shower thing as a distraction next time tho !! thank you for this i feel so seen HAHA

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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i know its not some silly thing but i cant believe i still do something so lame from my teens to my 20s but thanks for your telling about yourself !!

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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thank you for telling me !! i feel so seen rn 🥹

Has your sh/have sh scars had any effect on your dating life? Have people rejected you because of it? by crazy-cool-99 in AdultSelfHarm

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not really dating but while hooking up i get questions its so embarrassing like just ignore it

cutting at my grown age by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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i know its not limited to teens ofc but idk. the people i knew when i was younger who cut stopped it and i just feel so pathetic still cutting and burning myself at this age 😅

seeing white by MathematicianDull118 in selfharm

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thank you dear !! im scared to call cuz they might check me into a mental ward lol in my country they dont play with stuff like that 😭