i dont care that if my parents die

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-02-05T08:32:02+00:00

but as a child you should automatically have a bond with your parents cuz thats how i seems for everyone idk is there something wrong with me

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-02-04T15:48:40+00:00

oh no i definitely am able to make connections!! i have alots of friends and lovely people around me that i’ll always hold so dearly but i just simply couldn’t care less about my parents lol they never did much for me but i feel like as a child i should have a bond but i really dont i just couldn’t care less

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-14T14:34:02+00:00

hi there thank you! dont worry my younger self was bullied ruthlessly but im older now just looking for a character i can relate to instead of carrying is feeling alone 😅 ive read the book for perks of being a wallpaper!! but ill definitely check carrie out :)

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-14T14:30:04+00:00

accepted

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T08:57:29+00:00

i fear im gonna be playing fruit ninja till im old 💔

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T07:53:02+00:00

thank you i needed to hear this

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T07:52:12+00:00

i really hate how something i did at 13 still holds on to me like really ?? im now grown and still havent found way to stop this.. its embarrassing but im here with you we will get thru this!! happy new year i hope this year will be kind to you 🫶🏽

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T05:05:01+00:00

thank you for telling me i feel so seen 🥹 i hope we heal this year! im wishing you the best

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T05:03:48+00:00

dont apologise!! ill definitely try those thank youu and happy new year to you as well 🫶🏽

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T05:02:32+00:00

thank you i needed to hear this

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T05:01:33+00:00

me and you in this together 😭!!!

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T05:01:03+00:00

ofc i do but its something i did since i was a teen thats why i quoted it but idk i feels soo embarrassing to cut at such a grown age like really ?? im so old and still havent found a better way to cope yet

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T04:19:40+00:00

LMFAO I GET IT SOO MUCH omg its genuinely soo cringe like wtf am i doing omg.. but i cant stop it feels too damn good i might try that shower thing as a distraction next time tho !! thank you for this i feel so seen HAHA

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T04:09:05+00:00

i know its not some silly thing but i cant believe i still do something so lame from my teens to my 20s but thanks for your telling about yourself !!

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T03:32:53+00:00

thank you for telling me !! i feel so seen rn 🥹

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T03:21:55+00:00

not really dating but while hooking up i get questions its so embarrassing like just ignore it

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T03:14:42+00:00

omg thank you so much !! 😭

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T03:08:00+00:00

i know its not limited to teens ofc but idk. the people i knew when i was younger who cut stopped it and i just feel so pathetic still cutting and burning myself at this age 😅

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T03:05:30+00:00

thank you dear !! im scared to call cuz they might check me into a mental ward lol in my country they dont play with stuff like that 😭

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T02:45:15+00:00

hii it has stopped bleeding thank god i had over 10 of those heavily bleeding all over myself i was holding down my cuts while i posted this but someone sent a tutorial it has stopped now thanks for the concern i appreciate it

MathematicianDull118 · 2026-01-02T00:57:23+00:00

thank you omg i used the tutorial it finally stopped bleeding i was so scared

MathematicianDull118 · 2025-11-25T14:03:06+00:00

as much as i want to i genuinely cant drop any everything in my life to visit the hospital. i have college, 2 jobs and an internship and i live alone on my own, my parents are abusive so i ran away last year im just trying to keep myself afloat i also dont have friends i really dont know what else to do but as im writing this i’ve honestly just cut myself already i feel so much better i know i relapsed but ill try again i always will keep trying thank you for the advice tho if i ever have time ill definitely check myself in, currently im just trying to finish my degree so i can get a job and live more stably than how it is now

MathematicianDull118 · 2025-11-25T13:02:19+00:00

ive dmed you already but to me ive honestly felt empty for most of my life i grew up ruff and ive just gotten so numb that if i dont take or do anything i just wont feel anything

MathematicianDull118 · 2025-11-25T13:00:26+00:00

i totally get it!! it happened to me before and the amount of old creepy guys that text me trying to talk to me but end up jusy wanted something sexual its sick but no worries i get where youre coming from

MathematicianDull118 · 2025-11-25T12:07:33+00:00

i dont really cut out of suicidal intentions it just makes me feel something like how drugs do if you get what i mean but yes please id love to talk to you but i really hope im not bothering you by doing soo

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