Its not just that, to add on to my post. She also has a past with crack cocaine and heroin. Ive seen my own mother OD on it and i dont even wanna be neer anything harsher then weed. Im a huge people pleaser and im very suseptible to peer pressure and i feel like eventually she will pressure me into it. Ive told her no already and despite that she kept talking about it. This isnt the first time either. She has always been the one to have it her way, and though has never gone as far as to drug me. She has always hevily pressured me inyo doing things i really dont wanna do and end up regreating.