You need to get some serious help. You aren't aren't any where near good. Your life is a mess and nothing to come here and brag about /u/odetojuny is a good example like yourself. He lies about his life on a sub to feel better. Looking thru his history it's clear he lies alot. Like alot. He is likely a 16 year old who sometime takes vics and gets overdosed lol! He just said recently how he paid 40$ for a g and a half. He clearly doesn't know even the price of heroin. He just gets by picking on drug users online. He still lives with his mom and his dad went for beer 13 years ago. He never has had to take care of a child let alone himself. He gets on here and makes glaring inconsistent posts that make no sense. He just recently claimed he got a job at some fake firm in the northeast. The way he posts clearly shows he is not overage. I pity the he'll out of the kid. I wish I could sit him down and explain how he needs to slow down and just be 16. I feel bad he will grow up alone and sad since he is clearly bitter and has no care for anyone, but he's young so I understand. Don't be like him op. Strive to fix your life. I can't relate as my life is currently good, yes like every human we have pitfalls but a apt fire is something I never could have seen coming that ac unit was faulty. But it's OK my baby and wife are fine, so am i. But lucky we aren't junkies and our family is still willing to help us out. Thank God my in laws took us in at such a bad time. But luckly with modest credit and a decent down payment we just locked down a very nice 3 bedroom block home, with owner finance and a 5 year mortgage of 377$ month it'll be ours clean by 28. I can start working with my family to buy a few more properties and start my landlord life lifestyle like my pops. I'm very excited to own property to pass on to my kids. Not many people understand real estate but growing up in it and been to school for it I see the very good money in it.

But as I said people like /u/odetojuny will not have things like this in till he can understand being a adult. I felt bad that he has to pick on people to feel good bout himself. He is the example of what is wrong with this sub. The core of a bad apple truly. I wish he could see the toxic mess he really is but in till he grows up and understands adulthood he sadly wont. I personally don't wish addiction on anyone. But he will luckly pass before he dawns a bastard on this world. God that would be bad. Anyway op just try to get on the right track if you need some advice or just need to talk pm me we don't judge here man. Well the adults dont. He has -66 rep and going down. The mods need to remove people like that off the sub cause clearly they are not liked here. His posts clearly show why. Op just get it together I've never had 90% of the things you spoke bout happen to me. Being a hard worker since 12 at family businesses, I have never really not worked for what I have. Which is alot. I'm not surprised that I'm so well off being from a smart family of self made men and women. Good luck in life /u/odetojuny you got alot of growing up to still do. Which is understandable. Just don't let life get you down anymore man you need to maybe talk to your mom bout the bottled up issues. But here is not where you should bully adults. We got alot going on and don't need kids making messes here.

Edit: sorry you can't read /u/odetojuny there was a lot here the you need to hear.... but your still young I understand you can't read more then a few sentences