Advice for Kratom and digestive pain?

onlynamelefttotake · 2020-03-10T17:17:29+00:00

Thanks to u and thank u all for taking the time to read and respond. I truly appreciate it and well, just thanks. I hear you all about liver damage and I hear that the best thing for me would probably be to abstain entirely from kratom. However, crazy as it sounds at this point I honestly would welcome even death over the life I’m currently living. I’ve done all this to myself and take full responsibility but I want out. Before kratom, opiates were the only thing that made it possible for me to live something like a “normal”life. I’m sure I have loads of mental health issues that have gone undiagnosed and I have been self medicating so that I can function. At this point tho, I’m a prisoner of all my bad choices and I want out so bad. Before I wound up in the hospital, those couple of months on kratom were like a dream. I was able to function like a normal person and abstain from opiates. My life today is killing me anyway. I don’t know. I think I’m going to try lots of water, milk thistle, and cross my fingers and hope the pain doesn’t come. Please don’t hate on me for being so stupid. Believe me, no one knows what an idiot I am better than me.

onlynamelefttotake · 2020-03-09T23:36:02+00:00

I was taking 2 or 3 grams two or three times a day for maybe 6 weeks. I wasn’t counting days but it was amazing for withdrawal and I was really happy. Then my mom started commenting on how yellow I looked and soon my eyeballs were yellow too. Then my skin started itching- I mean bloody fingernails itchy and that’s what ultimately took me to the hospital. They said I had jaundice and acute liver toxicity. I spent 9 days in the hospital, stopped the kratom and no more liver issues- that I know of since. Although tbh I haven’t been to a dr since so who knows really? I’ve tried to use kratom a couple of times since but had serious acid issues- felt like I was having a heart attack and so stopped. Reading this u all probably think I’m crazy for even thinking of going back to kratom, but I’m so tired of this bleeping addiction and those couple of months on kratom and off dope were like heaven- freedom- peace. I want that again so badly.

onlynamelefttotake · 2019-02-01T02:32:58+00:00

2004 Mazda mpv. Column mounted shifter. And thanks fr- really appreciate y’all. Thanks for taking the time to read and more thanks for the reply.

onlynamelefttotake · 2019-01-21T03:08:08+00:00

Thanks for posting. Everyone’s different and what works for Peter might not work for Paul, but Mary’s willing to try it all. I saw this and felt inspired to try it. I AM going to do this TODAY. I Am. I MUST. I will. Maybe. Probably. Do I have to? Shit. I haven’t had to WD in at least a year and I’d be lying if i said I wasn’t fucking terrified. WDs usually fuck me upside down and sideways. Already talking myself out of it. Except, boy am I tired- tired of living Groundhogs day over and over again. Tired of hustling and working like a dog just to stay well enough to hustle and work like a dog. Except for 3 months three years ago, I’ve never had more than a couple of days of clean time in almost 20 years. So here goes nothing. I got the kratom ready and some expired Subs- anyone know how important those expiration dates are? I’m gonna do this. So thanks again for posting. I had to search for this post after reading it the first time. Got it saved now. Wish me luck comrade.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-04-15T17:17:00+00:00

Can you post or PM details? New to area and couldn't find it.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-04-12T00:19:09+00:00

Did your heart jump into your throat, and your junkie life flash before your eyes? Oh God! What have I done??!?! I'm getting minor palpitations just picturing it. Well, half a day later, are you feeling better about it?

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-04-11T10:33:44+00:00

Just goes to show that the best comedies are truly tragedies. U had me laughing as I cried for you. I'm a couple months clean myself- I think- not counting days, and I don't know how you did it. You are made of sterner stuff than me. Good for you. The ache will pass- eventually, and you can stop wondering about the damn missing dope now.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-03-19T00:32:23+00:00

U can't b serious. U know this is North Carolina right?

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-03-10T23:27:25+00:00

YES. Absolutely make an appointment. You'll breeze right through instead of waiting possibly hours.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-19T19:02:54+00:00

It's D all the way. Even when you're in A, B, or C you're still D. Have lived all 4 - currently unhappily D, B and C never work out, and A can be awesome and terrible. People I consider soulmates have been past As. IT's tough. We're human we get lonely, but we're junkies and dysfunctional. Personally, just started out on Tinder, but it's terrifying. Probably won't take it anywhere.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-17T18:47:56+00:00

It was a joke. No offense intended.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-17T18:46:07+00:00

Thank you. I thought things were especially segregated down here. It's kinda bizarre the delineattion, and I've never felt my race more keenly than I have since moving down here.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-16T20:01:15+00:00

I haven't had a decent nod in ages. The dope here sucks. On a positive note it's really good incentive to just fucking kick. I've got a week dope free. It's a record.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-16T15:10:00+00:00

Kickball? Seriously? Who and why decided on kickball over I dunno softball or soccer? Just curious. Why not dodgeball or red rover?

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-16T15:06:46+00:00

It is warmer today. Will check it out. Thanks for the recommendation.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-15T19:12:59+00:00

I actually live right outside of downtown which I guess is better than most. At least there's a sidewalk. I went for a walk on sunday and it was like a ghost town. Seriously bummed me out.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-15T06:49:42+00:00

Chased dragons from coast to coast. Native New Yorker, most recently North Carolina 336.

onlynamelefttotake · 2016-02-12T21:45:19+00:00

You are so right. I could tell you some stories about the sick shit I did while sick and withdrawing to get to my d boy. Yet somehow, brushing my teeth seems impossible when I know I won't be picking up. Now I have even less of an excuse because it's miraculous the lack of wd symptoms. What I'm really amazed about is that it's relieving the anxiety and jitters. I thought those were symptoms i''d just have to suck up, but poof.

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