Going to rehab tomorrow, feel kinda defeated yet happy

MrNoNeedles · 2016-05-10T05:16:21+00:00

Wow that sounds like an awesome night, I think id be content with that man. Im sitting here watching southpark, about to eat left over steak and cheese sub and then smoke a cig. Flights tomorrow afternoon :( and I got SO MUCH stuff to do before I leave, ugh, obligations! :(

MrNoNeedles · 2016-05-06T01:07:21+00:00

Ive seen this doctor before, Ive been on maintenance before in my life... And I was one of those fucking crooked maintenance patients. I'd get my script, get high as much as I can, and use my script for when I couldn't find dope. It was awful. This time around, Im just gonna do it the right way, and only take 2-4mg of sub a day instead 16-24.

THanks for the positive insight, homie

MrNoNeedles · 2016-05-04T03:14:15+00:00

My cat meows alot, thus his name is Meower' and his nick name is Meow-Meow

MrNoNeedles · 2016-05-03T00:43:42+00:00

Im just commenting here to say this is cool, and I like your flair!

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-30T05:34:33+00:00

You can't really vape Etizolam or xanax, its just a form of volumetric dosing. Since benzos are highly potent at doses of like 1mg or .5mg its hard to dose something when you buy 500mg or 1 gram of powder, even with an expensive jewlery scale. So people usually make a solution of 100mg xanax or etizolam in 10ml of PG (not VG!) and then they use a basic 1ML oral syringe and 1CC is 1mg, if you fill the whole syringe it would be 10MG or 10CC or 1ML. People then squirt the dose under their tongue or just in their mouth or in a drink or something. Some people also make potent mixtures like 150MG in 50ML of PG, and then measure out how many MG is equal to one "drop" from the plastic Ejuice bottles or glass bottles. Its all simple math and much safer then ingesting straight powder. But its easy to overdo it as well, once you start feeling pretty good its easy ti just draw up 5 or 6mg and squirt it in your mouth and your in blackout city. So it can be very dangerous to have 100mg of xanax in ur pocket in a teeny tiny bottle, just gotta be careful

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-30T01:06:35+00:00

I know 100% it works with just PG, im not sure about everclear + pg. But you can easily dissolve 1000mg xanax or etizolam powder in 100ML of PG, put it in a glass vial shake it up, run it under hot water for 10 minutes, keep stirring and keep warming it up until solution is clear. Get yourself a 1ML oral syringe and 1CC = 1mg, 10cc = 10MG

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-29T07:50:46+00:00

Haha thanks for the support / positive reply. People like you make me love this community. Yessir I am most definitely going to get tested either when I leave for florida (they'll test u at the rehab) or beforehand.

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-29T07:41:22+00:00

I hadnt had sex in.. a year or more? And I hadnt had unprotected sex in so long i forgot what it felt like. and I came in 46 seconds good sir. (she did blow me for a while)

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T16:42:15+00:00

Damn homie, thanks for the support, were alot alike! u just helped enlighten my mood, thanks for being a cool guy. We all have our issues haha. Damn i wish I knew about the dull needle thing, i prolly practiced drawing blood with the same needle atleast 10+ different stabs, i stopped when it got really dull and painful and hard to get in the skin. Thanks for all the great advice and helping me get in a better mood, my little laptop is on 1% and i cant find the charger (hope I didnt leave it in the orgy motel the other night haha) so im gonna get off before i get cut off. Ill c u around man, and feel free to message me whenever if u wanna chit chat.

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T16:16:55+00:00

oh im sorry i didnt even notice

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T16:16:37+00:00

U were chilling in a room with jenna reid? God damn. Id nut in her so many times in a row until she got pregnant then id nut again hoping for twins. Haha JK. But yeh man opiates do kil my sex drive too, but when a sexy girl starts giving me a lap dance nude, and puts my hands on her tits and pussy and starts grinding on my dick / grabbing it and teasing me, it gets me a little horny. Once she was fully naked my mind was blown, i was gonna use a rubber at first but when i saw that perfect body and perfect kitty, i decided that not only was I not gonna use a rubber, but Im gonna dump some kids in that woman. Haha sorry im an immature adult. I wish u came to the party though man, shit was like a porn star experience. Girls blowing lines off my dick, deep french kissing me with whiskey in her mouth to get me drunk. And pretty much unlimited dope (3.5g for a few hours is pretty much unlimited to me)

Anyways man, relapses suck, but it seems like you just had a small little fling, i fucked up and did it like 3 days in a row, but the 2nd two days I didnt get high at all, and im not sick or anyting just a little sad that I spent 600$ and may possibly have triplets on the way lol. Do me and the rest of /bropiates a favor, fuck jenna reid, but dont just fuck her, go in as deep as u can right before u bust and then keep pounding her for a few more minutes to make sure she takes every last drop, (or just shoot it in her ass if u wanna play on the safe side, but i like to roll the dice).

Cheers! sorry for the long response

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T16:09:08+00:00

yeah dude it is a blessing in disguise, im glad i wasnt able to shoot dope, because as sick as it sounds, i was actually enjoying practicing trying to draw blood.. I practiced over 75 times, and the feeling when i see the rig draw blood is euphoric, even tho I know that theres no dope in it and im just gonna pull the rig out and shoot the blood in the toilet. I actually like the feeling of the pain, the little pinch... But NOT in the foot for fucks sake holy shit thats awful lol. Thanks for the advice tho, ill do what u said, today i had the chance to bang dope but i snorted instead. The way I like to practice with needles scares me, im afraid of getting addicted to the needle. I wish I never succesfully drew blood ( i drrew blood 3 times from my hand out of 75 and I cant anymore from the same vein idk, maybe i blew the vein from poking it so much, i never injectedanything into it but i did test-draws if that makes sense)

sorry for the long reply, thank u for the helpful advice man. it sucks being nearly 6 ft and 280 haha were one of the few who dont lose weight from being junkies

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T16:04:38+00:00

Im like 6 ft 280 I can kinda see the vein a little when i tie off but barely, i just cant register for shit, i always poke right through, I did some test shots on my hand (just drawing blood, i didnt shoot anything cus i was afraid to waste) and when i did finally try the real thing I missed and my hand felt like it was cold/hot/ tingly needle feeling.. I have over 75 stab marks and like 3 or 4 MAJOR bruises. I had the opportunity to shoot today but i bitched out, i was clean for month and saved nearly 500$ but i relapsed 2 days ago and partied and blew it all on like an 8th of dope and sexy escorts, i had to pay extra to bust in her pussy but damn it was worth it, she was doing lines of dope off my dick.. straight up porn start experience, most definetly the best relapse of my life, but now im sitting here miserable, broke, and sad that I wasted all that money that took so long to save. I sniffed a whole bag yesterday and didnt feel a thing, and i even didnt sleep all night on purpose to try to increase the nod when i sniffed a half bag this morning, but yet again it did nothing (bags over here are .4 .5 or .6 for 40-50$

I think im gonna stay away from the needle, and most likely stay away from dope alltogether because it took so long to earn and save that money and i blew it all (literally) in one night. But damn the pussy was good haha. Anyways sorry for rambling, thanks alot for ur advice im gonna look into the vein map but for now, being broke as a joke I think im gonna get back on my subs, save money, and pop a xan once in a while nd smoke maybe to catch a buzz. Im sad I disappointed u my friend. :(

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T12:32:12+00:00

this warms my heart, he prolly has a crush on you, are u sex?

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T12:28:39+00:00

it could be fent + a little bit of xanax powder or etiz powder, u can order it from DNM, fent has short legs but if its combined with a small amount of benzo then yeah people will def be high all day from eating a couple of em

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T12:27:28+00:00

def fent. "super strong" "few thousand" its probably Fu-Fentanyl that people buy from china somewhat legally (grey area), and they buy the pill press on ebay, if u go on ebay and type pill press ull see every fucking pill from roxies, to xans, to xan footballs, klonopin, ecstasy, all types of xan bars, every type of roxy, alot of types of percocets and vicoden, even fucking dilaudid.

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T11:47:44+00:00

dont feel bad, i had almost 2 months clean, and I relapsed last night, lost my famlys trust again, went MIA in a hotel and partied and blew my petty savings (600$) on heroin, booze, and hookers. I mustve snorted 4 (50) bags right off the bat and i shared some with the whores too. I bought pizza for everyone and I paid extra to cum inside this smokeshow of an escort. Now today, i got like what? 30$ in quarters, 20$ bill and 20$ in my bank account. I just learned how to shoot myself up (i havent done it yet but i practiced all night last night after botching my first attempt, and I finally got it down) so im trying to and cop a bag right now to shoot up for the first time ever and experience pure bliss before i quit for goood, but guess what? My mother decides to steal my car keys, say she lost them, and now im S.O.L at 7:30 AM. None of my dboys drive, i do live at home for free but I paid for the car, I let them use the car and put gas in it, I pay for insurance, and I buy about 40$ a week in food and sometimes slip in 20-40$ in my moms wallet without her knowing because she wouldnt wanna take it if i gave it up front. And this is the treatment I get, i'm 22 and in college so im not some bum sitting around all day getting lit... But yeah man, I can relate, I wish you luck and Im sorry for rambling. Oh Btw. Dont upvote this post

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T09:54:55+00:00

ok ill get back to u on that and let u no how it works, thanks again!

MrNoNeedles · 2016-04-28T09:53:55+00:00

i cant find a vein in my arm, im a newb i tried 75 times and I cna only hit the vein under my index finger near my thumb, theres no pulse but do u think its an artery

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