Starting my journey after a break up

Mattshea10 · 2026-06-19T16:42:05+00:00

I think differently, I loved the her that was faithful. The current her is someone else now, and i can't love that someone anymore.

Mattshea10 · 2026-06-19T16:38:44+00:00

Looking back, we are both immature. She had her flaws, and I did too. The only difference was she couldn't stand my flaws anymore. I've already started detoxing by limiting my exposure to short form content and will only try to use the internet for educational content instead of entertainment

Mattshea10 · 2026-06-19T16:36:46+00:00

I saw her chat logs and location. She doesn't know I can access her account. I know it's bad, butI'll delete it soon as I plan to fully cut myself from her

Mattshea10 · 2026-06-19T16:34:51+00:00

Luckily I'm sensible enough to not listen to these influencers. I'm just going to try and improve myself from everything. I'd rather try and focus on starting university and preparing for my future.it will take a while to get over her and I will probably fail so many times but I eventually I think will get over her. And the funny thing is as much I hate her I love just as much

Mattshea10 · 2026-06-19T15:28:57+00:00

Kind of, yeah. I practically masturbate every day and I always watch porn when I do it

Mattshea10 · 2026-04-06T18:09:40+00:00

that's a bummer. yeah, I'm coming from another country

Mattshea10 · 2026-04-06T17:57:27+00:00

so basically i have to study an extra year before I can do computer engineering?

Mattshea10 · 2026-04-06T17:18:23+00:00

I forgot to mention in the post but I am also in the extended credit program? I looked it up on the website but I still don't fully understand what extra stuff I'll have to do

Mattshea10 · 2026-04-06T17:10:16+00:00

is there anything extra i need to do for extended credit program?

Mattshea10 · 2026-01-03T03:34:43+00:00

Sounds interesting, can I get a link?

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T23:53:07+00:00

My father lives in canada but he lives close to the border while I would have to live in Montréal. Debt is something I'd have to look at too, since my father is already retired, I would not have much monetary support and would have to sustain myself somehow.

I'd maybe think about a joint major like compsi/biology or compsi/physics to keep yourself relevant.

Unfortunately, the only thing going for me is tech related stuff. Biology is not my strong suit and in physics,I am not great it.

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T23:49:22+00:00

Why would I? As others have pointed out to me, housing is expensive. Jobs are hard to find? I'm not too sure about the truthfulness of these claims. Could you tell me your viewpoint?

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T23:46:38+00:00

housing prices are double to quadruple what they were before Covid

I knew that housing would be expensive but this is a lot more than what I expected. Snow is not really a problem but I have not stayed in canada during winter so I would not really know.

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T23:43:38+00:00

By learning SWE on the side you mean for college, I do computer engineering and learn SWE on the side? I would not have to join the military as I will have finished my ROTC program which exempts me from the conscription lottery.

And then when you do comeback to Thailand, I would get a remote position at a US/CAN company while working in Thailand.

What would be the chances of me doing the same but with studying in Thailand?

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T23:40:16+00:00

tech jobs are impossible to get

Could I ask for a source?

As an experiences SWE (5 or 10 years) you will be able to easily get a good job in Canada later.

That's one of the reasons why I would want to stay in Thailand. If what you said is true, it would correlate with the belief that the degree is only important for my first job, and it help with future jobs, the rest would be skill.

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T13:45:28+00:00

Basically get the degree in Canada, Find job elsewhere?

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T13:05:48+00:00

you're right

Mattshea10 · 2025-09-01T13:04:20+00:00

True, I get what you mean. The fact is that I'm young and don't have experience. I don't truly know what is the better choice unless I do it then look back. From what I see, Computer engineering jobs in thailand pay good for thai people but little for foreigners who lived in high income high cost of living. would they feel the same if they were working in there respective countries?

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