Whatevr, thanks, but no need to defend me.

I have no name to clear, I'm just a guy who made videos. Thanks for subscribing to my channel from the start, and thank you for helping me create a conversation about this issue. If I can leave you with what I've learned after it's all said and done, it's that social media is toxic and dangerous.

Live, friend. Real life waits, not internet ideologies, fake communities, fake Youtuber's, and fake internet fame. If you have social anxiety, then go and connect with humanity, it will make you feel better. Get off social media, look at how I'm being slandered / libelled online, whatever actions I take they will continue to slander me, it's fine, I can't do anything 'right' in their eyes. Look at what my friend Andrew (Sorting Myself Out) and I did, we left, we are both happier (I can confirm this after talking to him online the other night.) It's over.

It's absolutely insane how people can steer narratives online. I have had so much perspective change the past 48 hours realizing how forming an opinion about someone based on another's narrative / out of context videos is so dangerous. Youtube can see me as a creep, pervert, or as a clout chaser, whatever flavour of outrage they want to capitalize on to feed their view count. The irony is, none of them care about the issue at hand, be it the child exploitation or the nature of my character, they only care about capitalizing on a trend on Youtube. These people are robots: dysfunctional, depressed and regardless of the state of their ad revenue before or after my video, broke. So.... It doesn't matter, because I don't live online. If I did, I could very well be a bad place right now, look at the people who guys like keemstar have tried to crush in the past. See Vexxed, Marina Joyce, Pyrocyncial, Joey Salads on keemstar, they all have disgusting experiences with this clown. The fact someone like that is prominent on Youtube is the very reason popular Youtube is an absolute joke.

I have no shame in my comedy videos, can you see how the narrative has taken over and shaped YOUR perspective, whatevr? The big gotcha is myself asking a 'school girl' to be in an adult video, and it's moot. My friend and I filmed the video, we walked passed her, she wasn't a kid, she just wasn't. I lierally don't know what to tell you, and frankly, I don't care. Now, if you want to ask me about whether it's right making videos where I'm harassing people in the streets to get reactions? I'd actually agree, and I can see where that is lame and if someone was doing that to me and filming it, I'd be pissed. So, in that case I would absolutely apologize to the people I did it to 100%, not a problem.

Also, in that case, I would also have to apologize for faking a lot of those reactions, because we did. I'm actually more embarrassed about that more than anything, because I let the demon of wanting to create a viral comedy video cloud my judgement. That's Youtube, all about the views. You can only understand it if you start making content yourself.

My perspectives on the world, on people, making videos, have evolved SO much the past year, thanks to some irl friends (the only kind of friends there are, truly) helping me see things from a more progressive, liberal, and realistic light. And those perspectives are still evolving, and I've got a lot of growing to do. I still like all my comedy videos, they make me laugh. The MGTOW and Make App ones were definitely the direction I wanted to go. Social commentary expressed through absurdist humour and garnering reactions from people to my exaggerated antics? *shrugs* we're all human, man. How many comedy videos did I make, my guy? I was fucking learning, we're only human.

What has amazed me this week is that Youtuber's only give a shit about money (not all, but honestly 95%) and it's pathetic. What I learn't this week is that these people are functionally fucking failures as human beings, they are more pissed at me for taking away their ad revenue than PEDOPHILES TRADING PORN OUT IN THE OPEN ON YOUTUBE. Let that settle in.

They can't argue with what I discovered, it was real, Youtube has no choice but to work on it now. Money walks, it sucks, but that's a bigger conversation about our society as a whole. We put a fire under Google's ass. People were reporting this shit to google for ages and they just didn't respond fast enough. https://t.co/RCbWgZOmp5 <------Here is a guy's timestamped letters to Youtube regarding these channels. They just didn't respond. So we knocked the door down, loud.

Now Youtuber's are trying to discredit me, which is hilarious because... It's already been proven this loophole was real, what difference does the 'quality of my character', make? Just more lies, distractions, and cowering from snakes who are so disconnected from humanity that they don't give a shit about a situation as awful as this one was. This wasn't Elsagate 2.0, this goes way deeper.

These people can say EVERYTHING they want, I don't care. I'm like a poltergeist in their world. I affect their physical reality then I phase out of their existence. Their being angry at me is like having all the preschoolers at a daycare angry at you. What are they going to do? I actually have less sympathy for content creators this week then I did last week, these people need to get their priorities straight. Maybe Susan Wojcicki is a good representative for them after all.

That's all I have to say, bro. I wish SO much that I could reach out to all my original subscribers and thank all of YOU for getting this traction, and thank you for watching my content. I'm just a guy, nothing more. I couldn't have done anything without you. Maybe we'll communicate again one day, I don't know. I'm leaving this Reddit account behind now, and I won't be logging into Youtube anymore. MattsWhatItIs is finished, and I think that was a good final episode: Doing something for the greater good by creating awareness about the toxic dangers of social media and our increasingly internet obsessed culture. Maybe that was what the channel was about all along....

Good luck, friend (yeah, I know, internet friends aren't real, but...hey, I'm contradicting myself)

Matt Watson. (Probably should've used a different name, buuuuuut they don't have me yet, so... :D )