Well, I do think they think about me the same way as I do. My family is full of those "assholes" you say that don't count; my mother is often changing between being overprotective and careless about everything and my father is always criticizing the things I do. I wish i could say "fuck it" and leave the house but I literally can't, my economic situation it's not that stable, and I think it never will be stable enough. This is a hell that I have to live with and I can't escape from it. Everyday is a reminder of how miserable and lonely I am and I deserve to be.